Shes back, she here, shes there.
every corner I turn shes there.
waiting to take over, waiting to send me soaring to the depths of hell.
Never leaving me, I try to fight back but no I cant keep her a secret anymore the more things they do the worse it gets.
I cant hide her anymore shes back and she wants to take over and shes won shes done it she took control and now till life's end I will forever be her I will be the demon that dwells within
Once upon a time
We were friends
that got along
and never fight
once upon a time
we were little kids
that ran around
and played
once upon a time
we told each other
the truth
once upon a time
the world was as
good as gold
once upon a time
the truth was
turned into lies
on top of lies
once upon a time
our friendship
died just to be rebuilt
another time
once upon a time
you said i was
a backstabber
and a coward
once upon a time
our little friendship
faded away just
like the little
kids we were that are
no more
and
once upon a time
i grew up!!!!!
COMMENTS
People change
Feelings change
The world moves on
Sometimes without us
it happens whether we want it to or not you can only go with the flow
True true, I agree it does happen. and you just have to move on.
I begged for you to stay
but you turned away
I looked to you for comfort
but you laughed it up
I waited for you
but you never came
I cried these tears you see
but you don't understand
and now as I try to move on
somethings holding me back
its you no matter what you did or do
I can't or rather won't allow myself to hate you
I will forever be a prisoner
Caught by myself
never allowed to see the truth
allways and forever being
my own prisoner playing by your rules
as i walk down the dark and lonely street
i see a dark figure
i freeze right were i am
the figure comes closer i cant move i cant look away
the figure disappears and now stands behind me
i can fill his arms wrapping around me like a hug
i can fill his breath on my neck
he tells me of his hunger and thirst for blood
i can feel his lips on my neck
i want to run but i cant im frozen cant even move my eyes to see the figures face
i feel his teeth on my neck
i flinch as he bites down
it feels as if the life is being sucked right out of me
my knees buckled under me but he holds me up
when he lets go i fall to the ground
i watch him bend down and take my hand he scoops me up in his arms
and tells me of the life he has nad the life i would have
he offers me eternal life
i nod my head weakly
he smiles
and now to this day he will forever be the dark figure that haunts me in the shadows.
You sit there and talk to her like I`m not even here.
I try to get your attention but no just like before you turn away it makes me wonder about when we were little why you talked to me.
I could have done just fine on my own I didn`t want anyones other help I just wanted to be along for so long it was just me and you then she came you always talk to her.
Sometimes I think I made a big mistake letting you in letting her in trusting you.
Its like I don`t have one person in this world I can trust someone that wont turn away.
Then I trusted you but its not working I wanted to tell you the truth I cant help it I either tell everyone a lie or the cold hard truth.
but there was something about you something different.
I trusted you I told you everything and now I sit here and watch you two talk still wondering why you talked to me.
I guess the good little girl in side of me just doesn't think it is right for me to tell you the truth
COMMENTS
when young love is this shiny object
that sparkles and makes us giddy
then we grow up and learn
that love hurts mores the pity
This was not about love. like a boyfriend and girlfriend. No it was bout a friend losing another friend her best friend because she found someone else she wanted to talk to. and she left her best friend behind.
COMMENTS
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Lordpeace
14:55 Apr 10 2009
speaking as one demon possessed its not always a bad thing i have even learned to enjoy it
DarkLight1984
20:38 Apr 30 2009
As stated in my profile, I truly believe all living creatures have a dark side. You simply must come to terms with it and learn to embrace and harness it. Only then can you posses it rather than be possesed.