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just got back from the er diagnosed with a kidney stone again after seven years i'm currently a bit numb from the morphine, and i can't hold anything down so i might have to throw up or something i feel like it...this bites bad..

siren keeps saying she is overdosing and its just...hurting bad...i wish i could help somehow and ake it better. she's my friend i'd want her to at least be well...i just hope i wake up tomorrow and know shes still alive and not dead feel terrible if that happened...and this was the night i went to rocky horror, a good night and it became a worry i'd even go as much as to pray that she gets better if there was nothing else to do i'll write something later...