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my world has gone passed

i am what is left behind

i hope when i close my eyes

is that the world will change

this world is useless....

wasted love, childhood but even more

life.

they wonder around like they have no clue to what their lives means to others

people wake up and live for once before this thing called life is gone and you are no more

i lay here trying to drown the memories that haunt my dreams



i can't keep them down where my heart has fallen



they do me no good but yet they still live



i wish they would die like i did



i lay awake at night wondering where i screwed up in my life



was itwhen i ran away during the night to charlie's or was it runnin' into your arms?



still i wonderwhat i could've done to save us or was ever was a "us"?



part of me still sees that light and glow i once seen in you almost two years ago



i just want to sleep at night knowing that time we had was no lie



my life has been nothing but mistakes and stepping stones i had to cross



i will never understand why you didn't talk to me and i will never get that answer



so that past of me that yerns for that answer will never be satified



no this is not a come on nor an invention



i just wrote this to clear my mind of this terrible burden that you left behind



i am not mad at you cause i never really understood you



part of me wants to believe i did but really thinking about it.....



she understood you better than i ever did or ever will



but you never gave me that chance to understand as a friend



so if you ever want to talk you know my number and yes i miss your company



bonds only hold people together in this world and i can't stand the pain that i will feel if i lost that bond with you