Would u care if I cry?
Would u care if I die?
Would u notice I lied,
When the love burns inside?
Would u care?
Would u care if I scream?
Would u care that I dream?
Dreams that felled with your face,
From the heart can't erase.
Would u care?
And if things would get worst,
"Would I care if im lost?"
Silent said her goodbyes,
And float up to the skis.
But u…do u care?
Do u cry yourself to sleep? Do u feel like wherever there is something good around the corner it gets destroyed and u must not get your hopes up for it? Not to get disappointed but you still are? I don't know what I am. I can be really innocent and nice and really evil and vicious .I can shut up for a whole day and jump around all night. I can be sad for no reason and I can find a reason to be sad for. If I cry myself to sleep no one will know or hear about it. I am weird .even to myself. I can get really close to someone then push them away. I love to fell my heart stop for a second and then beating hard throw my chest when im in love. I like to be completely alone or in the arms of another. The greatest feeling in the world is to fall asleep with someone holding me close...im scared of dieing but don't mind loosing my life for someone else. I can put a real show and a great mask on me and get lost in it. Forgetting who I really am. I know there will be another, someone just as weird and strange like me. And then we will unmask each other.
I’m sorry that I hurt you
I really do
But to say: I didn’t warn you
I cannot do
That’s the end for us
You said that
In your mean and harden voice
That’s the end
I cannot change that
That’s the and for us by choice
A “relationship” of horror
A “relationship” of pain
A “relationship” of sorrow
Where there’s nothing left to gain
Didn’t want for us to end it
But the tears are coming fast
And the wrong, I cannot mend it
I am free from you at last
In our last long conversation
You remembered that one curse
That will fight, it was there mentioned
To control we can’t by force
So goodbye to you, my hollow
So goodbye to you, my friend
Where we go no one can follow
Please forgive me in the end
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