The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

I hide way from everyone I know.. I can honestly say no one knows me.. The closes I've come to truth is on this site and thats doesn't even come close to who I am inside my head.. I guess somethings should be left unsaid but I just want someone to talk to who will understand me and what I'm going through.. I'm afraid if i try to confined in my family they might either look at me strange or run from me, if not physically maybe mentally.. They are the only ones I have right now.. If i don't have them, I have no one.. I'm scaried of being alone.. I fear what I might do to myself if left completely alone..