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Been trying to get ready for a upcoming move this coming Friday with not much luck! Not being able to get a place set up to move to! I may have to move back to New Orleans itself and quit my job! For the bus service here in Jefferson Parish is totally shut down by 9 pm. Some of the buses does not run on the weekends. New Orleans parish some shut down after 10 pm. So I may be homeless once again! Could not connect with the local vamps. They are still afraid of their sire, me. I am only stuck in a human body. I had one of the guardians of the masquerade reconize me as the one that taught and trained her a long time ago!

Tomorrow I start my job at Walmart. I will be walking to work a 2 1/2 hour walk! I am still trying to get a network set up in the mideast. Doing it careful cause I do not want a certain group to come after me! Right now I got one agent over there. I told him if he needs help he is to come and get me! The ones above do not want me involved just yet. By the ones above I mean the Gods themselves.

Right now I have decided to get involved in what is happening in the Mideast! I am trying to start a network where I could be kept up to date on what is happening in the mideast region. Till a couple years ago I was told not to get involved! They once sent a hit team for me cause I showed a interest in moving to Egypt! This happened in 1999 while I was a caretaker for a property in Texas. So I am trying to be very careful in this! For I do not want to have to face a hit team this time around! I do not have my guardians this time like I did then! Any help in this is greatly appreciated!

Today I actually started stalking someone. I have not physically did that for a very long time! I started fasting today and will be off solid food for a bit. Working on getting a place of my own. I will have to wait until the 22 though. My 1st paycheck from Walmart! I will be walking to work, a 2 1/2 hour walk from Westwego to Marrero.

I found one! It is on Algiers point. The walk to work would still be in the 2 hour and so range. I am still looking for job though! The Walmart job is a temp part time. The body turns 56 this coming December 7. I may just fast till then, lay off solid foods.

I am looking into forming a physical non-online group. It will be for ones of all magical path. Ones that believe in self defense and protecting others with extreme force if required. I am going to use the name Broken Arrow. I may add to the name later. I have no place to stay yet. I would love to use this also as a place for vamps and other kin. All will be like minded. Only those willing to work with like minded mortals will be welcome. It is time for us to work with some like minded mortals. The groups name is broken arrow house of rising dawn. I posted it to witchvox.com. I put up a new web site for it via webs.com at http://brokenarrowhouseofrisingdawn.webs.com.

Years ago I grew tired of waiting for the vamps to contact m. So I challenged them to full contact fight. Even though I knew that I would not stand a chance using my unchanged norm human body! It was decided that the battles would be fought astrally to protect them. The first and only battle was fought against a female vamp. She tried to kick some sense in me for we have been married for centuries in one life after another. She hid my idenity from the others. She also with held using her full strength! As it was I woke up with 2 broken ribs! But because what she did the other matches was cancelled. I though got to speak astrally with several masters. Which led to changes on the council seats here in New Orleans. Oh, the other 2 vamps I was to face would not have held back! For I forced them ages ago to honor the masquerade! As to who they are one is a japanese vamp the other is a very old one.

The masquerade was set up to protect the ones we feed on and to protect the ones that feed on them! After the masquerade was created a special corp of vampires was created. These ones enforced the masquerade with extreme force if required. Then we all went underground and was forgotten! The choice was to be hidden or be destroyed! It is far better to hide then later one can become unhidden. I was the one that created the masquerade. I was the one that created the enforcers of it. I was the one that forced all of the others to honor it! I did it cause a council was all set to judge us all as a group and then pass judgement. The judgement would have been death! I am in the New Orleans area now. On the westbank. I feel that the time for the masquerade is now over! Been trying to get it lifted for a year now and got turned down.

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edwarddcook
16:03 Nov 13 2012

I am not condoning a mass uprising for that would be wrong! One has to contact me directly to get my say on this. For I know I am being watched and such at times. My email is edwarddcook at gmail. I also have ancientvampiregod at yahoo.

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What is it? It is existing. When one quits enjoying existing they end the life or escape from it. I regard life as sacred but never the body I am in. For there has been times when I was trapped in a body. I lived so long alone that I prefer life to end. I have had enough being the outcast the loner.

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CEJ
16:52 Nov 11 2012

Try to decide what it is from living that you want and set goals to pursue your aims. Aim for the simplist goals that can be achieved and work from them.



P & L

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Today I miss my soul mate very much. I recall times when I ended the life of the body I was in. I am very close to doing that again! I accomplished so much yet I have not accomplished anything at all! One mortal was said I was older then dirt! How true for I am older soul wise then Mother Earth. I was asked to wait and things would work out. I have been waiting now for a very long time. I only wait so long before I terminate a body I am in. Peace and love to all!

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edwarddcook
03:56 Nov 11 2012

I have thought and tried taking this bodies life several times in the past. I was stopped from above each time! This time it is up to me 100% rather it lives or dies. I no longer care! I miss my soul mate and want us to be together. For now I will forstall terminating of it's life. For some reason I actually look forward to this bodies death!

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It is funny when I finally get a job and I find that I cannot get help in getting a place to live! The funding to do that runs out during this time of year! I really do not know what to do! I am looking for a mentor group that would consider mentoring this old souled one!

I am off from work today! I am not in any mentorships now. I really do not need to be mentored in something I studied an watched for centuries, vampires!

Today I will be working at my job at Wally world. Yesterday I worked the check out area. Today I may be in another area! The want us to get to know the store before getting in our area.

I just got done being trained how to do the check outs at Wally world! It is a experience! The job may look easy! At times it is easy and then there is times when it is not easy! I know the cash registers used to be very hard to use. Now they are computerized. But there is still things that make the job hard! I am glad to be actually working now! Ed

I am now working in a Walmart in the electronics dept. Will be in training this week. Was told they monitor what all is said about them. They pay above min wage. Unlike the last security company I worked for. They paid 7.50 a hour. This job I get over 9 a hour!

I just mapped out how to walk to work tomorrow! It will take me 2 and a half hours to get there! I have walked farther and longer in the past! I will get up at 5 am and take off about 5:30. I should get there before my start time of 8 am.

Today I got notified that I am to attend a job orientation with a local Walmart tomorrow. Which means I may finally be gainfully employed. I never was allowed access to my vamp house finanches. Cause I died and came back. Yet the house and money still exists and is still watched over.

I have been trying most of the day to get a web camera to work with chat programs. I had yahoo lock up several times. I then tried AIM and it locked up. I then went to Google and got it to work after several times. I now have a working web camera with no mike on this computer. Been having computer problems also. The computer lock up and such. I feel it has been infected by something! Anyway I now can broadcast my image live if I wish. I just actually wanted to chat with in a room. I had a job interview with Walmart Wednesday and took a drug test. Friday I got a job interview with a k-mart. Hopefully I get a job soon!