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Ok so really dont know what to do. This is to you Kim. What shall I do about James? I think I really like him but I cant allow myself to fall for him. Truth is I hate people getting too close to me. I think I want to just put a stop to being his friend. I have 'feelings' for him and it feels very uncomfortable. I just thought I would write in here cos I am at college and dont have my writing journal. I have spent the past few days with him and he wants me to quit flirting with other guys. Or stop seeing him. Hmmm I want both which I know is wrong but to just give myself completely to him is too painful :/ Wish you could give me your advice. I have no one to turn to now when situations arise. :(