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I wanted to strangle two people tonight; an asshole giving shit to a restaurant employee when said asshole didn't have his wallet and repeatedly said he just spent over $1000 on a big screen tv and blu ray, and my ex causing drama over a joke someone else said and complaining to me for 2 hours.



People who go to restaurants should usually have money, and preferably a brain...



My ex needs to stop being such an idiot.



When exactly did everyone turn off their brains?



Because really, I hate the stupid shit I overhear at work and what I get dragged into nowadays.



Yes, I said nowadays. Such an odd word...



>.>

I hate being sick... Especially with where I work, I feel bad for going in sick but can't call in sick because they could just fire me, plus, I need the money for bills. Money sucks. I think we need a new system, start over and all that jazz.



On a completely different note, I messed up again, but only in other peoples eyes. I don't think I did but I feel others would say I did. And my best friend doesn't even know this time. I'm having fun and making my life more complicated! I love it!

I will understand in time. Not something many people say anymore and it was odd to hear from a friend being serious. But I don't want time to understand without it being explained, I'm very curious and I want to know what's going on. How annoying.

So, I was at a club tonight and had a lot of fun and met a lot of people, it was great! But then when we were leaving everything got confusing and we were just sitting there trying to figure out what to do so I called people for a ride... Two people answered, one would only take to a party when I just wanted to go home and the other was going to bed and I didn't want to bother him. No one else answered but someone's phone called me back. And it was their phone, not them calling. I could hear voices and such but not talking to me. That happened to me yesterday too... But anyway, I realize, I don't have anyone I could call if I really needed someone, you know, if I was alone walking in the dark and someone was following me? I'll just get raped and murdered, how great is that... >.>







Hopefully this is not true, haha!

The reason I don't make plans- They fail.



The plans I had before and made after that journal all failed to happen and I'm not surprised. That's what usually happens when I try to make plans and yet some people get mad at me when I don't plan things with them.



I have a reason, crazy people.

Seems like I'm here to forget and be forgotten. It's almost like I'm forgetting myself, who I am.. And people make plans with me and tell me they will call back later to have me visit and never call. Rude.

I was thinking of something really amazing for hours for two days. I couldn't figure out what it was though, but I know if I figured it out it would've been super amazingly awesome.

No internet for 5 days. Wasn't bad, but my roommate HAD to go visit her parents to molest their internet or she'd die. Sad how a lot of people are like that... I went out and had fun with people, read books, and watched movies.



So shocking I survived! =O



Hahaha

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RazaelRiezen
05:17 Sep 01 2009

isn't it sad that we are afraid to go out around people yet easy to be online and talk to multitudes of people we do not know.heh

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