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why do you think its ok to say hurtful words and then say you love me? i dont understand. i guess im a fucking retard now. whatever.

Im having a child. Is he just a mistake? Growing up like his mother. No father, not enough to eat and seeing his mommy maybe every other day.

This isnt how I want this baby to grow up. His father doesnt believe he is his. It also seems that he has wasted the past two years. This isnt fair to this little baby. He hasnthad time to fuck up his life yet. But it seems his parents are doing it for him.

I just wish his father knew how much I love him. But he refuses to listen. About an hour or two before the "fight" his daddy loved his mommy. But It seems I get fucked over yet again.

Now im starting to wonder if this is even worth it anymore. So now I sit here questioning myself. Is it worth it? About now Im not thinking so.