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you know what Tacos!

Jordan called yesterday and said " i wanna say sorry for whatever i did to you" and im like "fuck you jordan im not going to ever forgive you... once you do somthing like that to hurt me so bad you wont get my trust back for years and you may not even get it back then". and he was like "well im sorry!!!! i miss you so bad!!!! " theres only one thing that jordan wants and he is not going to get it.



Well anyway my neice got out of the hospital yesterday ( she has RSV) and she got to come home so i get to see my little angel today im so happy i cant wait ... she may not be my birth daughter but i love her with all my heart and i dont know what i would do without her...shes all i have... when im in a bad mood or pissed off my ass i can look into that little sweet innocent face and all of the shit thats botehring me goes away.



Me, my sister and her other unborn baby , my grandparents and great grandparents all went out to eat last night. We stuffed on pizza and i swear i gained 30 pounds lmao and i only went back twice unlike my sister who went like 5 times lol oh well shes pregg and she needs to eat so its all good. My aunt is now talking care of aleigh while my sister trys to work on her GED so she can get a better job. hehe i only have 3 months left of school and then i graduate.



Anyway bells gunna ring soon so i'll leave it at that.

I mean are all guys the same? Are they only here to use a girl and then throw her away like shes not worth anything? Should i just go lesbain and end up marrying a girl? Me and jordan have had this huge fight and i had given him a penguin for chirstmas and he got mad at me and him and his wife cut the head off of it and wrote "die Amy I hate you you fuckin bitch!!" ( he cant even spell my name right its spelt A-M-E-Y) on my penguin... My problem is i thought he liked me because he acted like he did... he wrote me a note and said "do you wannna sleep with me"? and i said "no" and he said "if you realy liked me you would sleep with me" and i said " if you realy liked me you wouldnt ask" and thats why hes mad at me becuase i wont sleep with him well thats my personal choice (yes im a virgin and damn porud of it) Becasue i dont want to hahve sex with someone who dosent love me and end up geting something and maybe even being a teenage mother....

Why do guys suck so much..

Fuckin love this song ^.^



So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me

Off guard, red handed

Now I'm far from lonely

Asleep I still see you lying next to me

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I..



I need something else

Would someone please just give me

Hit me, knock me out

And let me go back to sleep

I can laugh

All I want inside I still am empty

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I...



I'll be just fine

Pretending I'm not

I'm far from lonely

And it's all that I've got



I'll be just fine

Pretending I'm not

I'm far from lonely

And it's all that I've got



I guess, I remember every glance you shot me

Un-harmed, I'm losing weight and some body heat

I squoze so hard

I stopped your heart from beating

So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me, I..



I'll be just fine

Pretending I'm not

I'm far from lonely

And it's all that I've got



I'll be just fine

Pretending I'm not

I'm far from lonely

And it's all that I've got



And it's all that I've got

Yeah, it's all that I've got

It's all that I've got

It's all that I've got

It's all that I've got!



So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me

So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me



I'll be just fine

Pretending I'm not

I'm far from lonely

And it's all that I've got



I'll be just fine

Pretending I'm not

I'm far from lonely

And it's all that I've got



And it's all that I've got

Yeah, it's all that I've got