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I feel as if I'm lesser of my self feeling hurt and negative self thoughts that pollute my mind because of personal issues going on in my life that I have no controll over and no matter how I express my true feelings or how much I beg I'm alone in the darkness that's evading my mind soul and heart and its ripping me apart as open wounds that won't heal sleepless nights racing thoughts and wondering if I'll be happy with my self ever again.