The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

....Does any one ever just feel like they were never meant to settle down? That they were meant to travel, to be free, to live life how they so choose? Does the thought of being trapped in one place make you sick? Does the thought of traveling from place to place, invigorate you with such a wanton desire that when you come back down from the clouds and slam into reality, it almost is enough to destroy you once you realize that this can never be? Do you cry at the thought of being like a caged bird, who no long sings? Like a wolf in a trap, would you rather give up your own hand just so you can be free, and not be forced to die where they want you to? Would you give up everything just to fly away? Would you leave everyone you have ever known, anyone you have ever loved, just to be free? Or would you stay? Be it for guilt or love, would you stay in the one place that you have longed to escape from your entire life? Have you ever had the chance to leave, had the freedom you so longed for? Have you ever had something you wanted so badly snatched away by others, too selfish to let you out of your cage for fear you would fly away and never return? Have you ever cried yourself to sleep just to dream of freedom and then wake to the nightmare? ...Have you ever prayed so hard for death so you never need worry about how badly it hurts ever again? Have you ever just screamed to the dark for it to wrap you in its wings and take you away? Have you ever longed for something so badly that living without it is enough to destroy your soul? Do you feel alive? Or are you just a shell, fooling everyone into thinking it is ok?