just when i think i have a chance at happiness something like this happens.  today he tells me he's dying and that there's nothing that can be done.  i would ask for prayers but god appears to have abandoned us as he is taking my one bit of happiness in this miserable world.  the worst part is that i may not get to say goodbye because he "doesnt want to subject me to this anymore".  
COMMENTS
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LAZARUSAD
21:29 Jan 16 2008
All my respects and condolences go out to you Friend...
LAZ