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Ive been stalking around lately during the day. Itsreally bad for my eyes :( but whatever. I just want to feel normal. Sometimes its hard to be around people because they either smell amazing or they stink. Theres also alot of skankzs that make funof me at my school..they call me emo and goth because i dont show my eyes. But its not that im emotionally unstable its just too damn bright for me. Ehh but enough about that. I finally got some blood. I almost died from a window accident. Yea....i was running from some demons that wouldnt leave me and my friend alone. We were trying to do a ritual and they started ruining things and i tried to fight but i was too weak and just ran. I had no where to go except the window s out i went and i blacked out but i woke up at home with an iv in my arm pumping blood. Fuck i cant live without the shit :( but i guess it wont be so bad

My maker died and ive been vety lonely ever since but i found a new mate which has made my mind less strained...im just so afraid of hurting him. The last human i tried to make my mate i almost killed him in a moment of passion. I came half a second away from taking a chunk out of his juggular. I could see it pulsing deliciously inhis throat and iwas so hungry that day...im only half but i do get hungry for blood. I maintain on regular food but i have to have blood on my diet or i get very sick and weak. My second senses start to shut down and i get dark circles undeg my eyes. I become flushed of color and more irritable. I also dont do to wellwith bright lights and loud noises when im hungry. School is such a hassle sometimes. It hard for anyone to understand me....idont knoe anyone else like me andmy best friend is a phsychic. Not like the bullshutters either shes the real fuckin deal. My abilities are smell, hearing, nocturnal vision, and anger triggers my inner beast...i dont like them so ikeep them caged...well talk about that later though. I also have the ability to read energy and aura in the atmosphere. I can also get a general feel of their feelings but someone i have an attachment to i can feel their pain and emotions as strongly as if they were my own. I feel like a douche talking so much about myself...im not evil..i dont want to hurt anyone but everything i touch turns to stone. Last braggy part i promise but i am a self taught doctor. I know alot of surgeries and i would go to medical school but i dont have the grades or money but when the zombie apocolypse comes peole are gonna be begging me to make them better so i dont really give to fucks about a PhD oh and i hate satan. It took everything from me but im done. It can take its bullshit elsewhere and go corrupt someone else.