The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

Hopefully by the end of the afternoon I will have recovered over 100GB of data (movies, ebooks, audio-books, ect.) After weeks of accumulating the data, it all freaking disapeared, so I am now trying to recover the data.....

You know, I really am too nice. Or maybe just too damn timid. Too many people on here know who I am. have no where to rant and rave and bitch. Tiff has enough stress on her and doesn't need my bitching to her and things... So yeah, into the bottle things go... It is so bloody frustrating though, I mean now I really am cut off and limited from the outside world, although the outside world is alot smaller then it used to be. I used to be able to count my friends on my fingers... Now I think that a buoy can count my real friends on its fingers (but wait, it don't have any). At least thats how I feel. Oh well it was a good run while it lasted....

I feel like shit... Nothing that I have been doing lately seems to be working out... Hell yesterday I went to cut some damn firewood, and the pull cord on the chain-saw broke... WTF!!! Its a brand spanking new chain saw and it was already acting up... Among other things, nothing seems to be going right. It doesnt seem like I am fitting in anymore...