You are a dead man. I don't know who you think you are. You have distroyed a beautiful and intelligent girl. I don't know what happened to the girl that taught me what love is. I know she is there, not totally gone, but tainted baddly. In her core she can not be touched, can not be changed, can not be fouled. But you have changed everything on the surface about her, changed her for the worse. You have let her slip back into her past, her dark past. She refused to drink, even with me, the first person that she let herself love after what happened to her. It took her nine months for her to be able to tell me that she loved me. NINE MONTHS!!! I don't know what you have done to her. I really don't know. So she started drinking again, got her pregant, got her to drop out of school. What else are you going to do to her????
Right now I want to take a trip to Colorado and return in blood.... I know I don't know all the details, but right now I really don't give a flying fuck. I want him dead...D.E.A.D. Dead. Nicky is the person that pulled me out of the darkness with I saw NO light. She was there for me as friends died. She supported me when I needed support and knocked me on my ass when I needed it. She accecpted me without judging me at all. And now I can't do a damn thing to help her. It seems like I always fail her. She was always there for me and I have never been able to be there for her.
Fuck you D and I hope you burn in hell
This topic is FAR from over but it is ended for now.
I got a 74% in my final grade for IT2. My instructor is not very happy with me. He says that I know the material and I have gotten a better grade... I have a hard time memorizing the technical terms.
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Brett, I know you know what you need to for the job. I told you that you needed to work on being able to tell what the technical terms are to someone who doesn't know. Hell, explain it to me! That will be exercise.
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