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Man this week needs to get better. Locked out of my email, failed to repair a computer, and now my damn glasses broke... I don't think I need any more drama this week

yep, it got worse...



I went to check my yahoo email for the first time in a while.... I don't remember ever setting a security question... And the email address that they want to send me a verification code no longer exists... I would change it if I could even get into the damn account information...

So, we had a water pipe burst last night. Went to fix it, but the glue was bad. Went to the store to get more glue, got to the store and realized that the back tire was almost flat... Also found out that I was extremely low on oil....



Can anything else go wrong today???

I don't understand todays social media. Back when I was in high school there were sites everywhere, but nothing had hit main stream. MySpace was awesome when it first hit the web, and it only got better. There you could actually put yourself on the web, an actual representation of who you were, with your own forbidden... What is there now, facebook and twitter. Cut and dry, with no personality... I miss seeing a person's creative side. It would help to see inside them... Now noone cares who you are anymore, its all about the drama and what other people think....Fuck it...



I watched a movie called God Bless America last night and I must say, I wish there were more people like that, this world would be much nicer place to live...

There is seriously something fucking wrong with me. I can't explain it, hell I don't even understand it myself... I guess on the bright side I am noticing that I am slipping into it again. Not that it matters, since i don't know how to stop it. But hey, at least I am noticing it right...



Real life is pointless, Apathy is taking over again. I am feeling more from a television show, movie, or music then I am real life. The fantasy characters are more real to me then the flesh and blood people next to me. But the fantasies, continuations of the stories are not as strong as they have always been. Maybe they will get better/stronger, maybe not, at this point all I know is that I have no escape and no outlet.



And before people think that I am putting myself in the main characters position in my mind, I'm not... In the story of the musician, I am a stage hand, for the movie star I am an extra... I am the kid in school that no one notices, the ghost that see it all but can't experience. I am a backround character, always in the backround, overlooked and forgotten. That's my place in the world...



Read this, don't read this, comment, don't comment.... I don't care, I doubt that anyone will remember this five minutes after reading...