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What is it that we call life? Is it going to work 8 hours a day constantly slaving ourselves to the almighty dollar and having to live within the boundries of the mere mortal that would confine us in the darkest abyss of earth if it were allowed, the neighbour next door who would constantly complain if they knew who we really were. Our family who are so bound within their own selfishness and concieted to believe that their way of living is the only way and that you shall remain an outcast forever the day. Is it our friends who may turn like a wild beast that has escaped from the confinements of a man made structure or perhaps its our lover, who reaps the benefits we sew yet cannot accept who we are so the words are never spoken.



I have a mother and a father, both of whom are still very much alive. They were never my own, they sought well to make sure that i have known it all my life. Yet I cannot say i felt the depravity of a mothers love.....my grandmother (R.I.P)so beautiful and true, proud no matter what and willing to give her life and social status for mine. Who was I to be so selfish to take this from her, so I remained confined to the shadows seeking out those who I knew I could control and play with as I liked, but not once ever mistreat or betray them, I took them into my heart and home, yet betrayal comes from the lowest of forms, those who too are treated like outcasts.



Seek and ye shall find they say. So I find myself here. While having beautiful children of my own who have inherited what I have, I am alone, so alone to cry silently with my voice and thoughts to covet my tears.



Maybe I have found my home and can begin to live my destiny and embrace my life.

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TheVampyreNico
19:19 Aug 25 2009

Thjat was very heart felt indeed and sad in ways. rejuice in the night that here is a safe haven for which open mindness is welcomed. Enjoy the darkness that is VR. ~Nico~

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Lordpeace
05:24 Aug 26 2009

i think you have found the right place

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Theban
11:58 Aug 27 2009

Yep this place is quite cool

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