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alright, before I write anything I want you all to know that i am not a "cutter" and I do not enjoy making myself bleed yadda yadda or hurting myself.



Alright, a few months ago I had blacked out in school. mymother took me to the hospital and they did all kinds of test and everything. They didn't find anything wrong with me. But something happened today that totally stumped me. I ahve never been blood shy if anything it has always aroused me. I have sustained many injurys including large bloodloss, even so mch as giving blood to a boyfriend. In which I opened a wound. During this I have only ever gotten light headed after the large amount of blood loss. Today however in school, I blacked out again. my friend and I being bored played a game of see who can take the most pain..I wont' get into the other stuff but he ended up putting staples in my arm. just two. My body flipped on me, I remember saying "whoa I'm light headed"...then I woke up bent backwords on my chair. it took up an amount of maybe 8 seconds but it still happened. I did not take the staples out until a few minutes later when I trusted my legs enought to walk me to the restroom. Even then they didn not bleed. This is exactly how it felt a few months ago...though I had just hiy mt tendon on my ankle. A few minutes ago I did an experiment to see if I was correct in my ideas. I put another staple in my arm, and behold the desired effect hapened again. I was able to keep myself turned on by concintrating but it took work. this one bled way more than it should have but I still do not understand how this could effect me in such a way, my body has been put through much worse and has lossed much mre blood. so i must say I'm am still stumped. Any ideas would help alot. I'm a bit confused as to why my body reacted the way to such small wounds.