I'm Anna*
5'2"
101 lbs {WAAAY too FAT!!!!!}
I Love JJ!!!!!
I don't really like people that much cause they tend to be ignorant little bastards but then again where I live there's not that much variety. Hence why I'm here.
I have brown hair that I hate.
Green eyes that I love
I get addicted to anything VERY easily
Ex-cutter
Supposed anorexic but I don't believe it
OCD
Panic disorder
Scitzotyple NOS
I Love Music
I love books
Don't label me or I will kick your stereotyping ass
I'm bi
Black, red, and purple are the epic colors
My fave food is air
This is a brief glimpse of me
SHE is my worst enemy.
SHE lives in me.
SHE wants blood, longer, deeper
SHE only thinks of suicide
HER voice screamed at me so loud all day
STUPID FAT BITCH CUNT FUCKING WHORE
SHE starves me, cuts me, beats me with my own hands, takes me over, screams with my voice, tries to kill not only me but him over and over again.
SHE is kept at bay now but I know she's there waiting, waiting, waiting for me to forget a pill and then SHE will attack. But I won't forget. Because for now my brain is mine not HERS. And I like it that way.
What have I done? This question I have asked so many times. So many times as the blood has run down my body, as more bones have been discovered as I fade away. But I have no regrets. So many times as the pill bottle lies empty, and the bruises appear. But I have no regrets. So many times as my fingers wrap around his throat, as I scream without stopping, as I try to kill. But I have no regrets. I am who I am. SHE is who SHE is. We are one. And we have no regrets. Because we have him.
What really turns you off?
Anna: Close-mindedness and food
JJ: Anna when she doesn’t want to eat and everything that goes along with that
When you are alone and no one can see or hear you, what do you like to do?
Anna: Dance like a psychopath and blast music wearing very little
JJ: Sit there, think
How would you describe yourself to someone who doesn’t know you?
Anna: Crazy, compulsive, random, and like no one you’ve ever known
JJ: Weird, nice
Three people on trip around world?
Anna: JJ, Bon-Bon, Sam
JJ: Anna, Robyn, Ethan
One of your bad habits?
Anna: Not eating
JJ: Video games
What is your fave song?
Anna: Too many to pick just one
JJ: Metamorphoze
What seems to complicate your life?
Anna: Food, shrinks, myself
JJ: See #1
Words can’t describe how I feel when…..
Anna: I think about how much I love JJ
JJ: Anna’s around
In one line what is life all about?
Anna: Surviving and when you’ve mastered that thriving
JJ: Anna
One week to live how spend?
Anna: With all of my closest friends and family talking and making memories for them to carry after I die. 24/7 with JJ
JJ: with Anna. Fucking our brains out
What do you dislike most about yourself?
Anna: How I look
JJ: I don’t know
Define love:
Anna: What makes life worth living?
JJ: Anna
Invisible where go?
Anna: Stalk JJ
JJ: TO Anna’s house and sleep in her bed and hug her and make sure she knew I was there
What the world needs now is….. Why?
Anna: Tolerance and acceptance because then people wouldn’t be so stupid.
JJ: to go back in time about a 1500 years cause it was simpler
What makes a happy family?
Anna: Love, acceptance, reasonable expectations
JJ: Anna and I will….. Happiness duh!
Fave room in house? Why?
Anna: My room cause it kicks ass!
JJ: My room cause its mine and it has my video games
Three words how you feel right now?
Anna: Fat, anxious, content enough
JJ: tired, bored, lonely
Something beautiful?
Anna: My beautiful boy JJ
JJ: Anna
Fave material possession?
Anna: My iPod
JJ: My room
What happens after u die?
Anna: You are reincarnated
JJ: I go to Hades
If I could live my life over again…..
Anna: I wouldn’t change a thing.
JJ: I would make Anna’s life not hard and hunt her down and show her that she’s not a lesbian before Josh.
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