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i could be in the worst mood ever and the song "birdland" never sease's to cheer me up! its incredible! i love MUSIC!!!

"I am my own canvas. My most amazing and independent creation, is myself. Always changing inside and out. I’m never going to say that I’m a unique being. But I’ll die before I say that I’m exactly like anyone else. Passionate about love & a Hopeless Romantic. Destined to find happiness in every thing that crosses my path. I suppose that makes me a Dreamer. But I am one who will always try to make my ~Fantasies~ a Reality. Some-what narcissistic, but there’s always a boundary one will set for themselves. Mine vary, depending on the passion. I’m longing to be an optimist. But for some reason the negatives of many things always take my smiles away. In other terms; I find happiness very temporary. It’s created, and easily destroyed. But current events in my life seem to be passing into a bit of light. I have a tendency to keep my hopes high, for a better outcome. When it comes to doing something for myself, I seem to lack confidence. My life is a contradicting pallet. I choose what I wish to take from what life offers to add to my canvas. It’s accepting the gifts of life that lead to further confusion and more questions. But my thoughts are always carefully ordered. Not so carefully placed though. As for now, I remain as an Agnostic. But I'm currently studying, and soon will be practicing Wicca. I do enjoy looking into religions though, and learning about them. Taking in all points of view, and all theories of one story. This is the proportion of my life that enjoys philosophy, and intelligence. But one’s own decisions are what make a person wise. But who’s to define the definition of wise? For if the wise ones were to do so, they’d lose their title. It’s common sense and simple knowledge that create these little facts of life. But look at how truly insignificant everything is. No one lives the same, but everyone lives. Make what you will of your canvas. Take from your pallet, and cherish everything you have. Because in the end, there’s always someone out there who has it worse then you. You create and cause your own problems. You are your only key to the future."

well actually i'll catch you up on the past couple days/weeks? well anyways... i finally went to the doctors for my headache saturday and he told he he didnt know what was wrong with me so he in his infinate wisdom proscribed me some pills bc pills make everything better in his eyes... ugh that pisses me off... then later saturday i hung out with matt and jerry from my old school! so much fun it should have been illeagal... woot woot! then sunday i did tech for like ever and then went to rehearsal! woot! well then monday was ok i got a couple awards... and i found out i am president of the junior class next year!!! woot!! wicked excited about that for shizzel! its going to be great! and then i got home... feeling somewhat blue bc i miss my dad... and then i went out to eat with jason! loads of fun! i loved it! lol then we got mike came back to my house and then jason left shortly after that... then mike, mom and i did some more tech... moving shit to the barn! yay! not really... and then i came home wanted to study for finals today and fell asleep instead but its ok bc i got an 86 on my history final anyways and i didnt even study...