The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

sometimes i wish i had ppl who really wanted to know what was going on inside me; people who care that right now i am having trouble thinking of good reasons to not be dead; ppl who might think of me and smile; and not even want anything but to enjoy being with me; sometimes i wish i didnt do what i do for a living; that i didnt hold ppls lives in my hands; that i have no where to cry; that everyone depends on me so much; that its my duty to be happy; im tired and i dont see a lot of sense in it all any more; the other day when i was so close to that truck; it seemed so easy; but i stopped cos my car is so fucking cute; lmao, yea, i decided to live cos it would fuck up my car; sometimes i wish someone would know stuff like that and maybe hug me; i dont see sometimes coming any time soon tho...