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I haven't been around as much as I could be, and while I am sorry for that, I don't feel like it's going to change much for the foreseeable future.

Things with Texas are so up in the air right now. A lot of what Logan and I have been moving towards is. It's disheartening to know that had things not gone the way they had, had his mother not passed away so suddenly, we'd be packing shit up and sending it off to the property right now. We'd be making that move in a month or two... But... That's not what's happeneing. I want so badly to talk about everything, but I can't in a public forum, and I don't have many people in my reality who I haven't already spoken to about everything. It's just hard for people to fully comprehend when they've never lived the life Logan has. When I say it's just like the show Sucession, I'm not exaggerating. I wish I were, but I'm not.

Faire is almost over, we're down to the last two weekends. I'm kinda glad at this point, with everything else going on, I'm kinda over it. I'm going to miss the original gang, as well as the new crew. I work with a new counter girl in the mornings, and she's just super sweet and fun to talk to. But, I'm over the weird weather, working in the rain and the heat, and being constantly on all day for the patrons. I love it, I love it immensely, but I'm glad this is my last season. I'm going to miss it, but I'm ready to be done already.

So yeah... Life is just kinda all messed up right now.