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all my life i have been looking for my lost soul but u know wut i think im better off not finding it becuz once i find it i will not have areason to live also it will become a found soul and found souls mean nothing lost souls r wut people thrive to live on if every one soul has been captured how will we live a happy life have u ever went to the zoo and seen a caged animal its like theyve lost all will and hope and they have they r just like lost souls once they r captured they start to die slowly and ur life goes with it so my quest on finding my soul will continue but when i find it i will not capture it i will let it alone and not harnes it i will leave it be and locate another thing to keep my life in check instead of going insane tryen to figure out wut to do with my life

im moving to tampa on friday becuz my life has went to hell in titusville and ive lost it my girls gone my friends gone my house gone only one thing is go im going to live with my sister

life fucken sux

my home lost

my mind lost

my temper lost

my friends lost

my family lost

my money gone

and life is going to shit but one thing has held me from commiting the ultimate sacrifice and that is my girl she stuck with me through everything even when i thought it was all over she call me and stopped me but sometimes i would still contimplate suicide but even when u think everthing is fucked u look up and theres all ways always someone in ur corner no matter wut my girl has saved me from myself many tiimes and i dont know y she puts up with me i truly luv her with all my heart and i will never foget the things she has done for me and ive told her my dirty little secrets that i can tell no one k.l.if u see this i luv u and ill allways be there for u like u were there for me he maybee life is looking up the viod in my life is still growing but she slows it down k,l. i ........

still looking not found anything but the void is getting bigger and bigger my so called life is starting to wither away my friends left me my family disowned me and i wont stop thinking wut the hell i did wrong but everyone tells me to get out see the world during the day but im awake all night sleep all day im lossen it be up for three days thinking about were the hell my souls is my heart is lost my mind is slowing my life will end soon i just dont know how is that my fate is that my fate

i dont understand things i do but it feels like there is always somethings missing and everytime i search for it i loss myself more and more but 1 thing is for sure if i ever find myself ill be sure to tell someone but till then i just keep on think about how i find the things ive lost but ill loss myself more and more till that happens andmy life will be hopeless till i find the meaning for all of the things are in place and my life is worth being around but it will be a while till that happens so ill try and try even if i loss the rest of my mind