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Girl in the mirror
15:15 Sep 17 2011
Times Read: 452

The sound of her tormented tears

Just breaks my heart

The sound of her pleas,her fears

Tears my soul apart

Seeing that scared look upon her face

Always makes me cry

Knowing how she longs for a comforting embrace

That inside she yearns to die

Seeing the bruises,covering from head to toe

Breaks my heart even more

Knowing she's too afraid to go

Too frightened to walk out the door

Hearing her excuses,saying he'll change

Believing,one day,the abuse will end

Telling herself,it's her,not him who's deranged

Convincing herself she doesn't need a friend

Telling herself time and time again

He's all she needs to live

Saying she loves him,and change him,she can

That she'll give him all she can give

That is she didn't always make him so mad

He wouldn't have to hit her anymore

It just makes me so sad

Knowing,he'll eventually kill her for sure

Sadly,I look at her,as she continues to cry

And my heart just aches

And knowing that I can no longer deny

What it is that really makes my heart break

Is that the girl I'm looking at,but can't really see

Thru my tears,in the mirror,is me.

The flooding
06:51 Sep 05 2011
Times Read: 466




I grab the blade

Right to my wrist

I see my sight fade

Well,ignorance is bliss

Waking up I see red

The blood on my arm, but I'm not dead

I'll try again

Give a week or two

I start my own trend

Since I'm not apart of you

Failure! Failure! I cannot succeed

What do I have to do to get what I need

The third time will come

I will win

I will stop when I'm done

I'm not doing this again

Cut, I slit my wrist a few more

I start to shake, I fall to the floor

I drag myself to the bath, hot water fill it up!

Lay myself in so my blood won't stop up

I keep on soaking, the water swims with blood

But I will soon realize I can't die from this flood.

You, The dark
14:42 Sep 04 2011
Times Read: 468

Dark, She is the mind of yours.

Icy chill of thought becomes

A steely shimmer.

Behold a glimmer in the black -

A flash of grey, that even glows

In show against the hallowed dark of you.



And that is why you scream in jarring tones

'I have no heart for joy!

My white and brittle bones have died'

You cried in dark and fractured moans.



So now the Queen of Black you writhe,

Whence from dark of shade

That honed an evil form afar;

In curse of me you bade:



'I, the wave shall rape the shore!

Violence will there be in glares I'll throw

At all who prey, and more:

A dark and fetid sea I'll bleed.'



And now, the bitter tinge

And bleak of waste

That eyed the death of once your soul

Will here forever be!



Indeed you tell:

'The cramping pain is here!

Eternal spasm, infinite chasm,

The Devil's chaplain plays!

We'll climax in a tortured glee

As all my love decays.'

One of your lies.
06:24 Sep 04 2011
Times Read: 478

In the early days,

When I was filled with dreams,

You, costumed all in grey and black,

Promised something wonderful.

So I followed,

And you taught me.

You were lonely, draped in sorrow,

Alluring in your strangeness.

I was trapped,

Fascinated by your darker side.

I was addicted to your enigmatical philosophies,

When I hungered,

You fed me more.

Would I have cared if I had known then

That they were all lies?





Now I'm looking into a mirror,

My reflection just a ghost of what I was,

I know that you watch me,

Trying to remember,

To figure out which of your beliefs

Distorted me so.

I drop the mirror,

Laugh as you recoil.

It's been so long

Since I've felt anything for you.

Before you and I know it,

Shards from the mirror

Are clenched in my hands.

We both cry as my blood falls to the floor.

You reach out to me,

Needing to hold me, control me.





I hesitate, then move away.

What if I'm just another one of your lies?

Draw your razor blade
06:23 Sep 04 2011
Times Read: 479

Draw your razor blade across my wrist,

Watch the blood drip to the floor.

Mirrored in this red, red puddle

Are all my dreams you ever held

And crushed between your hands.

Draw your razor blade down my back,

Watch the rivers form.

Drowning in these red, red lines

Is the love you cruelly stole from me,

Dying slowly, all alone.

Draw your razor blade across my cheek,

Watch the blood slide over my lips.

Remembered in these red, red tears

Are all the kisses you gently gave me

Though brutal was everything else.

Draw your razor blade across my throat,

Watch the blood fall on my shoulders.

Thriving on this red, red death

Is you, your lips pressing softly on my pulse.

Move away when it has stopped.