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i never haver really understood what the big is about birthdays. it is an easy way to mark and track ones own age by but beyond that i do not see the point. at the end of the day i find that once again for another year i'm clueless

i think i have lost myself some where along the road of life. i have been lookig hard to find me again. but the harder i look the more i come to think that i may have mever known myself in the first place.

not sure what to do. all options seem wrong and not one path is clear. maybe i am starting to question my faith. if i never really new myself who is to say i ever really had faith.

there seems like nothing to do but go on. so i seems i shall just have to wait and see. mabe this too shall pass

not sure where the thought came from but this question has has been on my mind alot of late. what makes a person who they are? is it the way are? not sure if i am even exspressing myself right. there is a reason behind everything a peron says or does and acts even if they know it or not. so is who we as people are only a matter of perspective of others. how would another person know what my hopes and dreams are unless i told them. so may be it is posable to be several different typse of people just by being ones self. maybe its all based on how others see you and what they know of you. one may never be what they are to them selfs to other people

okay... well i guess i should start from the top this being my first entry and all. my name is Ligeah i am 23 years of age. i strive to find the balance in life. i know that there is a path out there for everyone. i just have not found mine yet. i also know that not every one is abled to find theirs. i would not be true to myself if i did not try. maybe one day i will discover my.



and now for something completly different (and yes i know i can't spell)

i find them more i think about things the harder it is to change them. maye because no matter how hard you think or work you just can't change some things.



one last foot note. all of what is said is for my benifit. so it dose not matter if anyone else understands anything i say or do.