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Rosy

05:24 Apr 14 2005
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“Telephone!” the voice of my mom waking me from my daydream, probably Sarah with another dumb story of her boyfriend. “Who is it?” my mouth is dry and I’m sore as can be. “Sarah!” I knew it, I wasn’t in the mood and I was falling asleep anyways. “Tell her I’m busy going to sleep or something!” if I had to hear about her and Danny again I was going to break my own eardrums. Might as well get up for my daily evening walk, through the cemetery. Hopefully moms asleep not to hear me go out the door, like she cares. I’m the odd one in this screwed up little family, reserved to myself and only friend I have is Sarah. I don’t trust people easily; don’t even trust in her much. “Where are you going?” damnit my brother mike. “I’m going for a walk what do you think twerp?” god he annoys me and asks me right at the front door to. Its pretty cold out tonight, I wonder if anyone is there. Probably not, never is anyone out at this time. Even if there was anyone out, they might be some psycho crazed killer on the loose. Great get my self-killed for a simple calming walk. Devin Willis, Amy Connors, Boris Welts… what kind of a name is Boris Welts? I mean to die with that name must suck. Better than Rosy Calmillo, hate my name. Wonder what Sarah is doing on a Friday night, probably with Danny again. She is always talking about him like an obsessed little schoolgirl with candy, Wonder if I will ever find mister right. I mean it would be nice, like I would have someone not for the way I am. Hopefully I don’t run into any drunks tonight, I’m not in the greatest mood to get harassed. The silence is over whelming; maybe I should go home soon. * Hears footsteps*, what was that? “Hello anyone here?” my hearts pounding. Who is following me? Damnit I knew I shouldn’t have come out tonight. “Hello Sweet thang, how you doing tonight baby?” Sh*t I was right, the brits are here in town tonight. “Come on sweetheart don’t you want to give a soldier some good lovin!” he was tall and drunk as a skunk, looked like some old pedophile. Just walk faster Rosy no need to get raped now, hopefully they won’t chase after you. “Hello Milady, are these Drunks bothering you?” I feel the tap on my shoulder. It was this boy no older than me; he was stunning with pale skin and quite tall and handsome. The thing that caught me in a moment of silence was his eyes; I wouldn’t stop looking at him. “Well milady, are they?” I woke up from daydreaming again; I have to stop doing that. “Yes, but its ok I am going home now” I can’t believe how much of a gentle men he was, but he talked like he was in the 1500. “Hey man your ruining our fun, we wanted to play with her a little bit; just going to fool around you know!” I can’t believe this they where going to rape me, now I was scared. “Sir you are never to treat such a fair lady like that…” I was fair, does he mean pretty? I wasn’t any where near the lines of pretty, let alone fair. “Well buddy I want someone on my bedside tonight, and I don’t think it will be you!” He chuckled at that one, when he smiled though I saw he had these sharp teeth. Maybe this guy was helping me so he could get something in return, Great Rosy all this for a dumb walk. “Sorry sir but I would rather sleep with a dead corpse than to be around your foul smell”, what kind of a burn is that? I mean Jesus its like he was dead already. “Do you want to go Buddy, look guys this dumb kid wants to kick my a**!” I started looking at what he had to face. There was no fair fight; he was only a kid and they where like 20 yrs older than him! “Sir I am warning you, I am not a being to be dealing with…” a being? Everyone is a human being, wonder what he meant by that. “Its ok, I’m going home no need to fight these retards, there just drunk” I was trying to reason with him so he doesn’t get the crap beat out of him. “Who you calling a retard? You little whore go to your corner, now your both going to get it!” Sh*t Rosy just start running, grab this guy and run or your both going to die. “Now your asking for it Sir, I warned you but know you will die” he was going to kill them, now I regret ever walking. “One moment Milady...” god, I know you hate me and I hate you but do me a favor once, please doesn’t let him get hurt. “No please let’s just go…” to late now they where throwing punches at him, but he acts like they don’t hurt? All of a sudden the drunk had a shocked face, he just stopped when he was over top him, and then there was blood flowing down the boys arm… Then he pulled away with force, OMG he took out the drunk’s heart! Now you need to run, I can’t stop running, just run Rosy run. Then he popped right in front of me! “Milady why are you gone so soon?” I am panicking I need to get away, he was full of blood and his eyes turned pure black, just glaring at me with his sharp teeth. Is he what I think he is? No Rosy he is a psycho not a vampire thingy… is he? “Well milady don’t you want to give your night in shining armor a big kiss?” no I need to get away from him… “No get away from me please don’t kill me…” he started to laugh “Milady I have no intention of Hurting you in your beauty in any way, or should I say Rosy” He knew my name! What the hell, what’s going on here? “Rosy I have been watching over you since you where a child, protected you and watch you grow in your beauty…” He has been following me? “Who are you, are you some sick stalker?” he wants something from me I know it; I hope it’s not what I think it is. But now that I think of it, he is starting to look familiar to me. I think I have seen him before, but where? “Do you remember Rosy a boy carrying you one night to safety after you ran away from home?” How does he know that, I ran away 2 years ago when I was 15, but I blacked out in the alley? I just woke up in a childcare home, that night my mom beat to a pulp. “No I don’t, was that you?” I’m so confused right now, how does he know all this? “Yes that was I Rosy I was always there, after your dad left, the suicide attempts, the run away and the Kick outs… I was the one to keep you alive…” He was there? I never saw him, I don’t even know him! The suicide attempts no one was there to help, I always just woke up tucked in my bed. It was always a dream though, when I tried to drown or hang myself I blacked out and woke up in bed. Even one attempt with cutting my wrist, it was healed the next day like nothing, like I was always dreaming of doing it. “Rosy Calmillo, you don’t know me but I know you; I know this is strange love but I knew that you where meant to be…” What is he talking about I feel like running but at the same time I feel as if I should leave with him, leave everything I have; for this boy. “What you mean meant to be? Meant to be what?” he paused and stared straight in my eyes, he trapped me I could move but look in his eyes; I felt like I was loved and cared about for once in my life… “Rosy I hope that you remember I shall make you remember, my love to you is as true as love could ever be…” oh no why is this happening, why am I feeling this; love at first sight is bullsh*t. It can’t happen, it just can’t; but I think it is… “What do you mean your love is true to me? I don’t even know your name?” he smiled like I was crazy not to know him. “You know me, you can’t see it though” I do? Am I that dumb not to know him? “You know your favorite novel, thus my life has ended by Carl Mickens?” That is my favorite novel ever since I was 7, I found it in my bedroom I thought maybe it was mailed to me or something and my brother put it there. The boy in the novel, he was a vampire; Christopher Connors. Then it hit me, no way is he Christopher, he can’t be but the description in that book describes him. “Are you Christopher Connors?” it can’t be him Rosy, vampires aren’t real; that book isn’t real! “Yes it is Rosy; I wrote that book for you, there was never a Carl Mickens…” He paused then grabbed my hand and pulled me towards him, usually when anyone did that I would give them a good kneeing; but how he was I didn’t because I felt safe. “Wrote it for you, so you can know that one day you would have had that boy in your life; that you will always be loved even if alone” I always read it when I felt lonely, it made me feel like there was still hope in my life to wait for something; I never knew what though. “Do you remember those gifts that you get every birthday? The ones that where left there in your bedroom?” I can’t believe this, I always had surprise gifts, and I thought they where from my mom not wanting to tell me; she always took credit for them. “They weren’t from your mother Rosy, I always wanted you to have something from me; so I snuck in your bedroom window to give it to you” why didn’t he just give them to me? So I knew him, would make my life easier. “I was still to afraid to give it to you Rosy and it wasn’t the right time to face you love…” Why does he call me love? He thinks I have been with him forever, but right know from him holding me; I felt like I did. Then I said something, I never thought I would say this to a complete stranger. “Will you take me away, like in the story?” I am actually saying this to a stranger, but he isn’t one anymore; he is Chris Connors. “Before I bring you in my world Rosy I must show you how it is, if you’re really ready for a vampire’s burden”, he pulled me in closer, holding me against his chest…


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