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High school is hell

You lose everything in that place

Everyone can tell

That it’s all a big race

So many problems arise

Even I admit I hate it

Things get you by surprise

Like a fight getting hit

Girls there are like witches in modern days

They always are snobby and hateful

They always have there way

Even if it is sinful

When you like someone out of your league

All you do is stare and pretend you’re invisible

No matter how much you plead

You are never kissable

Then when that one guy comes along

He likes another girl who is silent

All you do is sing a sad song

And each day you give him a compliment

Or you love one guy but there is another

They hate each other over your liking

All they do is smothering

One will always do your bidding

Then there are such things as rumors

They are lies we all now

They give us a little humor

But outside we never show

That we are sad as hell from them

Your friends think it’s all right

We all die from the flower to the stem

And we all lose our sight

And then we become something horrible

We aren’t ourselves to end with it all

We never thought it would be possible

We go in our homes and start to ball

Cry that we can’t go on

That we wish we where still kids

We aren’t living anymore nor are we strong

Now where in drama we do skids

There are more stories I can say

But I am still healing my cuts and wounds

That is all I am saying today

Hopefully our hell will end soon!



The end

The road I had always taken was easy

The drugs and drinking where my way

Feeling worthless and always sleazy

Going by stoned or drunk each day

Not caring what people saw of me

Always having the title as the crazy one

But if I had taken the other road what would I be?

Would I still do all this? Or be done?

People say I still had a choice to make

That I don’t have to take this dead end road

They saw me making so many mistakes

That in the end I had nothing to be shown

People I thought I could never relate to

People I thought I hated

They where the ones telling me what to do

That my life is going no where they stated

They challenged me to take that road once

Said I was afraid to try something different

I was never afraid I would do it for a cent

In the end I toke it that was relevant

Now I have taken a different path

A far harder road

But I have a better life with more wrath

And now I have something to show

~end~

I wish you could see who I really am

That my life I think is a huge scam

The tears that flow from me are sad

But the fists I throw are when I’m mad

I wish you could take those both away

I want you to help me today

I really do have some beauty in me

But the only thing you need to do is try and see

Obviously I would show you anger

Because you don’t understand that love is what I hunger

I’m being crushed under waves of hate

I’m only hoping that one person could relate

I want my heart to levitate

With the love you can create

All I want you to do is see

See everything I have and the beauty in me

~End~

Feeling of confusion between friends

How do I choose?

Messages they say, what do I send?

How do I choose?

Loosing one keeping the other

How do I choose?

Feeling different from one another

How do I choose?

Crying not knowing who I am

How do I choose?

Maybe one of these friends is playing a scam

How do I choose?

Making the choice that might change everything

How do I choose?

I now what my future is

But how do I choose?

The choice I make will create madness

I cant really choose!

In the end I am in sadness

I was forced to choose.

~end~

I hear them singing and taunting

The sound of their voices is very haunting

They label me before knowing my soul

So far there digging a bigger hole

I try to get by these demons of hell

They don’t notice the tears, they can’t tell

They say high school is just prison walls

But try to walk through these halls

This is a prison I am waiting to escape

I am not myself I hide under a cape

Hating every minute by them

I once was a rose, now only a dead stem

They don’t realize the pain they cause in me

If only I could rip my heart out so they can see

That wouldn’t make them stop what they say

That’s why I feel like dying each day

The pain they cause is too great

And I can name millions of others who can relate

Even those who are teased do the same

So most of us live in a life of shame

We are the ones to blame

For making this killing game

But yet I do the same

So I am also the one to blame

~End~

Before I die

There should be no more pain

Before this happens I want something to gain

To be remembered for all time

Even by my simple rhymes



While I die

I want you by my side

That no ones emotions hide

You hold me close to you

And that when I pass you now what to do



Last breath near death

I hope no one regrets this day I die

Don’t look sad, please don’t cry

Always hold my words close to your heart

When I pass, a new life will start



Death took me away

Don’t look at my pale body so cold and dead

But remember the memories for your life ahead

I shall always be here for you

But now its your turn to know what to do

~end~