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the bitter darkness in the air that suffocates my fragile being

is taking over the world in it's gloomiest ways

meandering thru people's minds forcing them to give up all hope and faith

darkness currupts the most durable of minds and the weakest of morals

darkness takes over everyone

in sleep u escape the horrifying evils of the world...

you could only wish to stay in them till the end of time

darkness takes over your mind

wishing yourself away to the end of time

you want to find the excrusiating excitement of the blade cutting your soft tender pale flesh

the temptation, the scrutiny, the angst

you keep wishing oh so hard that you would do it and have it done for life

no longer having to feel the torment torture and pain of the world

yet you cant find the utter strength to pick up the gleaming taunting athame

it calls to you, you fall asleep in your dark realm you gain conrtol over your fears

just me alone here in the pathetic darkness of a world i like to call my mind.

in which i created to get away from all the pain and torment you put me through when you said something that i'll never forget.

you stabed me with my sacred blade and i see that you took it out of my breast

would you like my pained heart with that to mount on a plaque?

i loved you, you knew, you left me to mourn, i wanted you to hold me, you refused unknowingly

how much i ached for your love; your sweet touch against my pale fragile skin

still you refused

why are you being like this?dark and gloomy and painful. why cant you just let fate take it's natural beautiful course?

the GODDESS would want that and you still refuse, this time with a passion

wat is it that you are bitterly afraid of?