i went back to the doctor the week after amanda passed. I did get some good news, my blood platelets are at 10.2 which is normal range. while I am happy about that news, i just wish i could have shared it with Amanda. My heart is healing. but a mother's love is eternal. i have my good days and bad days, she is never far from my thoughts. I keep saying the old cliche's, shes at peace, and is no longer in pain. I know her spirit is here. i can feel her close by. but the emptyness I feel, a part of me is missing. I know she is in a better place. its just hard to imagine life without her. I miss her so much.
here is the link if you all would like to write something in the guest book of amanda's funeral
http://www.legacy.com/guestbooks/hamilton/guestbook.aspx?n=amanda-bowers&pid=162657882&FBNF=ShareGBAT#.UQrakiyjT-U.facebook
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