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"Sinner"



Bend me shape me misdirect me

It's all the same to me

Look at all this useless talk [x3]

Upon the cross



[Chorus:]

You look at me but you don't see

Understand I'm a sinner

Don't corner me

Don't lecture me

Raise your hands you're a sinner



Is this everything you wanted find another dream

You never hear a word I say [x3]

So pray



[Chorus]



I'm a sinner

Look at all these people in front of me [x4]

How?!



[Chorus]



You look at me (you look at me)

Raise your hand if you're a sinner

You look at me

Don't corner me

Understand I'm a sinner..



You look at me but you don't see

Understand I'm a sinner..

Don't corner me

Don't lecture me

Raise your hands you're a sinner!

"Cast Me Aside"



So you think that you got it all figured out

I told you, you've got no clue what it is all about

Now you want to cling to the next big thing

Be part of the scene and ride the big machine

Well it aint gonna work out that way

Now you want to cling to the next big thing

Be part of the scene and ride the big machine

Well it aint gonna work out that way



What, who, where were you when I was down on my luck you know you never gave a fuck

You just cast me aside

What who where were when I needed you,

You know you never came through

And now you want to come along for the ride



I told you I know you as well as you think you do

I'll show you just how easy you are to see straight through



Now you want to cling to the next big thing

Be part of the scene and ride the big machine

Well it aint gonna work out that way

Now you want to cling to the next big thing

Be part of the scene and ride the big machine

Well it aint gonna work out that way



What, who, where were you when I was down on my luck you know you never gave a fuck

You just cast me aside

What ,who, where were when I needed you

You know you never came through

And now you want to come along for the ride



Nothing to me, you're nothing to me [x4]



What, who, where, were you? [x4]



What, who, where were you when I was down on my luck?

You know you never gave a fuck

You just cast me aside

What ,who, where were when I needed you?

You know you never came through

And now you want to come along for the ride



For the ride [x3]



Now you wanna come along for the ride

"Killin' Me"



Like cigarettes and gasoline

I light a match and watch this scene

Burn away in front of me

Ashes of my misery



I swear sometimes I think this life is killing me



I swear it's killin me

All our shattered hopes

And our long dead dreams

The wreckage that we all try to keep

From coming to life

And tearing us apart at the seams



Sun bleached bones and withered trees

Slowly rotting just like me

Empty bottles broken glass

My resolve is fading fast



I swear sometimes I think this life is killing me



I swear it's killin me

All our shattered hopes

And our long dead dreams

The wreckage that we all try to keep

From coming to life

And tearing us apart at the seams

"Bringing Me Down"



Everyday, always the same

I hear your name and it cuts through me like a chainsaw

And I fall back into that simple fool you always knew



And just as soon as I let you back in

Seems I'm reminded of all of this again

I can't believe that I let you walk all over me

And I can't believe that you had such a hold on me



Bringing me down

You're bringing me down

You're bringing me...



How much more will it take

'till I break

And I dived that stake

Right into that think that you call your heart

Hell it's fallen apart

And I don't think it worked right from the start



Just as soon as I let you back in

Seems I'm reminded of all of this again

I can't believe that I let you walk all over me

And I can't believe that you had such a hold on me



[x2]

Bringing me down

You're bringing me down

You're bringing me down, down, down



[x2]

I can't believe that I let you walk all over me

I can't believe that you had such a hold on me



[x4]

You're bringing me down

"Nothingness"



And this blood on my hands

Now it won't go away

I've been out on this road for days



And the fear on the wall

Watch it slowly cascade

As the door holds the wolves at bay



The emptiness is building from

The nothingness that we've all become



The emptiness is building from

The nothingness that we've all become



And this road that I've chose

Seems it's taken its' toll

Leading far far away from the soul



And the fear on the wall

Watch it slowly cascade

As the door holds the wolves at bay



The emptiness is building from

The nothingness that we've all become



The emptiness is building from

The nothingness that we've all become



This thing I've become seems its' taken control

Of my mind and my body my will and my soul

Driving further and further away from my self

Until there's none of me left I've become something else



The emptiness is building from

The nothingness that we've all become



The emptiness is building from

The nothingness that we've all become

"Step Up"



1, 2, 3 - Go!



Broken,

Yeah, you've been living on the edge of a broken dream.

Nothing,

Yeah, that's the only thing you'll ever take away from me.



I'm never gonna stop,

I'm never gonna drop,

Ain't no different than it was before.



So take some good advice,

You better stop and think twice,

Before you take your first step,

Out that door.



If you wanna step up (step up),

You're gonna get knocked down (knocked down).

If you wanna step up (step up),

You're gonna get knocked down.



You had your chance to walk away.

Live to see another day.



If you wanna step up (step up),

You're gonna get knocked down (knocked down).

You're gonna get knocked down...



Aaaaah...



Suffering,

Yeah, that's the only thing here that's left for you.

Nothing,

Yeah, that's the only thing you're ever gonna fuckin' do.



I'm never gonna stop,

I'm never gonna drop,

Ain't no different than it was before.



So take some good advice,

You better stop and think twice,

Before you take your first step,

Out that door.



So if you wanna step up (step up),

You're gonna get knocked down (knocked down).

If you wanna step up (step up),

You're gonna get knocked down.



You had your chance to walk away.

Live to see another day.



If you wanna step up (step up),

You're gonna get knocked down (knocked down).

You're gonna get knocked down...



You're gonna get knocked down...



And now you've crossed that line...

You must be out your mind.



Go.



If you wanna step up (step up),

You're gonna get knocked down (knocked down).

If you wanna step up (step up),

You're gonna get knocked down.



You had your chance to walk away.

Live to see another day.



If you wanna step up (step up),

You're gonna get knocked down (knocked down).

You're gonna get knocked down...



You're gonna get knocked down (step up).



You're gonna get knocked down...



You're gonna get knocked down (step up).



You're gonna get knocked... down!

"Finding Myself"



I don't care anymore if I let you down

I believe that I need to be free

I'm so used to my life with you around

I don't know anymore the real me



[Chorus:]

And I thought that I found myself today

And I thought that I had control

All the change in my life just fell away

For a moment I didn't need you



All these tears that I've cried you must be tired of

Taking care of me but

It's what you do best and I'm a liar cuz

Really it's what I need



[Chorus]



Someone like you

Someone like me

Maybe it's change

That sets you free

Free



[Chorus 2x]

"Who I Am"



Another night again

Another journey without friends

Another fight to wish away the loneliness I live



Another circus show

Another face that I don’t know

Another night of people asking what I have to give



I thought that I would drown

But it’s okay right now



[Chorus:]

And all the miles away I feel a part of me I have to fight

Buried somewhere deep beneath my skin

The emptiness in me is faded

And I can see my life is waiting

Now I know I’m living for who I am [2x]



The fire grows inside

The feeling cannot be denied

And everywhere I turn the size of guys they push me



And all has fallen down

But it’s okay right now



[Chorus:]

And all the miles away I feel a part of me I have to fight

Buried somewhere deep beneath my skin

The emptiness in me is faded

And I can see my life is waiting

Now I know I’m living for who I am



And everything seems great and everyone is fake

No one really knows you

Look into their eyes

Rip off your disguise

Let them see the real you



[Chorus:]

And all the miles away I feel a part of me I have to fight

Buried somewhere deep beneath my skin

The emptiness in me is faded

And I can see my life is waiting

Now I know I’m living for who I am [2x]

"Self Inflicted"



You see these cuts and bruises

Isn't this all so amusing

I feel the emptiness of just a another day in hell (day in hell)

My life is so confusing

Do this to myself I'm losing

Guess I'm only proving

What everyone can see but me



And I won't let her hang myself behind me

I cut myself just to feel the pain

And I won't give up anything for you

I'm going down and no one can save me

Were going down and no one can save me



I am cold my legs are shaking

Theres no hope right now I'm begging

For just one sight to show me some one out there really cares (really cares)

My clothes are soaked I'm crying

Theres no doubt I know I'm dieing

I did this to myself and that's the part I can't believe



And I won't let her hang myself behind me

I cut myself just to feel the pain

And I won't give up anything for you

I'm going down and no one can save me

Were going down and no one can save me

Going down and no one can save me



These cuts and bruises are all self inflicted

These cuts and bruises are all self inflicted

These cuts and bruises are all self inflicted

These cuts and bruises are all self inflicted



I won't let her hang myself behind me

I cut myself just to feel the pain

And I won't give up anything for you

Were going down and no one can save me

I'm going down and no one can save me

I'm going down and no one can save me

Wer're going down and no one can save me

Going down and no one can save me

"Don't Need You"



They always warn

Don't get caught up you'll just get burned

The storm has come

To crumble my world to the ground



So now I'm cutting myself off

Am I really done with you



Yeah, yeah, yeahaha

I don't need you anymore

Yeah, yeah, yeahaha

I don't need you anymore



We breath as one

To feed the fiend that I've become

This is so hard

You helped me cover all my scars



But now I'm cutting myself off

Am I really done with you



Yeah, yeah, yeahaha

I don't need you anymore

Yeah, yeah, yeahaha

I don't need you anymore



Yeah, yeah, yeahaha

I don't need you anymore

Yeah, yeah, yeahaha

I don't need you anymore



Someday we'll see a better stronger me

Once I get the fuck away from, the fuck away from you



Yeah, yeah, yeahaha

I don't need you anymore

Yeah, yeah, yeahaha

I don't need you anymore



Yeah, yeah, yeahaha

I don't need you anymore

Yeah, yeah, yeahaha

I don't need you anymore

"This Is War"



i'm just a normal man

i wouldn't hurt nothing at all

but here we are



our leaders have a plan

i'd only kill if it's for them

now here we are



i drove in a car and flew in a plane

to come to your house and kick your door in

now it's down to this, it's just you and me

i'll blow your fucking head off for my country



i go to church and tithe

i go to work in a suit and tie

but this is war

i'm really not sure why

but the tv says that you are wrong

now here we are



[chorus]



my feet hurt from the sand

but still i march on gun in hand

cause this is war

this isn't what i planned

i wanted to be so much more

but this is war

"I Want My Life"



i try

to be the man i am

in times of broken lives

and shattered dreams and plans

standing up to fight

the pressures and demands

staring at the knife

and holding in your hand

what used to be your life



this world is crazy

my dreams are fading

i want my life



you fight

your fucked up holy wars

fire anti-christ

jesus will come down

and help us win tonight

now how should i feel

i think i feel alright

so tell me where to aim

i'm blinded by the light



this world is crazy

my dreams are fading

no one can save me



i want my life



and when i wake up you'll be here

and it will be the way it was

"With This Knife"



I let myself fall into a lie

I let my walls come down

I let myself smile and feel alive

I let my walls come down

No matter how i try i don't know why

You push so far away

You wrapped your hands tight around my heart

And squeezed it full of pain



[Chorus:]

With this knife i'll cut out the part of me

The part that cares for you

With this knife i'll cut out the heart of me

The heart that cares for you



I can't believe the way you took me down

I never saw the pain

Coming in a million broken miles

Like poison for my veins



[Chorus]



The hate and the fear

The nightmares that wake me up

In tears

The nightmares and (the hate)...

(all da lyrics for Bottom of a bottle)





Been scared and lonely

I've asked myself is something wrong with you

My girlfriend told me

I need some time alone to deal with issues



But something makes me carry on

It's difficult to understand

Why I always wanna fly



I do it for the drugs

I do it just to feel alive

I do it for the love

That I get from the bottom of a bottle



You always call me

And ask me how I make it through the day

I'm always fallin'

I guess it's just God's way of making me pay



But something makes me carry on

It's difficult to understand, why I always wanna fly



I do it for the drugs

I do it just to feel alive

I do it for the love

That I get from the bottom of a bottle

I do it for the drugs

I do it just to feel alive

I do it for the love

That I get from the bottom of a bottle



When I, I wonder why I try

And I, I wonder why I bother

And I, I wonder why I cry

Why I, I go through all this trouble



I do it for the drugs

I do it just to feel alive

I do it for the love

That I get from the bottom of a bottle

I do it for the drugs

I do it just to feel alive

I do it for the love

That I get from the bottom of a bottle

(all of lyrics to Nowhere Kids)



in the land of dirt and plaster

lies an army of a thousand nowhere kids

losing ground and falling faster

into a life that no one should have to live



we are the people that you hate

we are the bastards that you created (the fucking bastards that you created)

a generation with no place

a generation of all your sons and daughters



behind the fake family image

behind the smile of a thousand moms and dads

inside the cage that we've been given

i see an image of the future that we don't have



[chorus]



and what did you expect ... a perfect child

raised by tv sets ... abandoned every mile

we never get respect ... never a fair trial

no one gives a shit ... as long as we smile

(this is not all of the lyrics this is just most of it onli da part of the song that i like from Silhouettes)



my mother taught me all the fables, told me how

in the end all the sinners have to pay

but...



[Chorus:]

i don't wanna live like my mother

i don't wanna let fear rule my life

and i don't wanna live like my father

i don't wanna give up before i die



he worked so hard his bones are breaking

he wore them down but long ago he lost the feeling

his good intentions leave me shaking, show me how

i don't ever want to end up like he did

and...



[Chorus]



when i have kids

i won't put any chains on their wrists, i won't

i'll tell them this

there's nothing in this world that you can't be if you want it enough



[Chorus x2]