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Sinfonia Stagione

(Season's Symphony)



Sounds mingle harmoniously.

Voices mutate as seasons' ingress wend,

spring, summer, autumn then winter.

Each passed by, crooning different lullabies.

Singing in diverse pitch,

akin to a heart now in vain.



Flowers bloom, spring waltzed.

A dreamy nocturne is it's sound,

played in adagio.

Slow in tempo

from a seed growing in dilatorily,

now a new love has blossomed.



Summer becomes a balladeer.

Serenading expressively,

the new blossomed love Aglimente.

Lively and passionate.

Affretando! Hurrying for sedulity,

from someone who owns thine summer's ballad.



But then Autumn had its interlude.

Its melody in Doloroso,

sad, tearful, monotonous.

Pitch in Addolorato, in sorrow.

As the leaves fall, caress by the wind,

so as thy hope for love in return.



Winter sonata's tune,

now a chilling and shivering as ice.

Love is frozen.

All the merry tunes have ended.

What is left now, only a sad song,

sang by a heart in lamentation.



Seasons have its own symphony.

Lively yet sorrowful in the end.

just like a heart deeply in love,

will hum an exciting piece at first.

still will end up with a mournful one

and hope for a real spring to emenate someday.

I feel like dying,

from all the problems that made me feel blaming.

It's very complicated from what I'm feeling,

that's why all I do is writing.



Writing makes me ease the pain,

the pin I felt when I'm insane.

I can't hurriedly write when I'm not insane,

so thank God for the experience that I gain.

We used to laugh and play together,

never knowing how to suffer.

Those were the golden days spent beside you,

but sad to say they were so few.



I passed by the garden where we met.

I don't want to forget

the cobwebbed statuettes,

and our living minuets.



We danced beneath the starry sky.

You became my wings so I could fly.

As our lips locked in a fiery kiss,

my heart was filled to the brim with bliss.



We promised each other beneath a star.

Our hearts won't depart no matter how far.

Love itself bound us as one,

and that alone cannot be undone.



It's early morning when I woke up.

Tears keep flowing, they can't be stopped.

I find myself awake on my bed,

remembering now you're already dead.



*Necromancy is the act of practice of conjuring up the spirits of the dead for purpose of magically revealing the future.

Here comes another autumn, starts another fall

Still I am the man waiting by the wall

Some rise after the fall, with help from others they stand tall



Yet, I, waiting for someone, counting days, counting years

Hard to stand alone as I shed no tears

Burning to illuminate, and cast away my fears



I shine thus darkened is my heart perhaps I’ll be seen by a god

To have a hand on my shoulder wondering all around

To heal from that treason, to deny that fraud



And it’s getting cold

And I’m getting old

Fall then winter, a walk on the road



That I know, because I’ll be there standing so far

There on the corner, head full of wine and a heart full of tar



I will be there laying next to the first leaf that dies

Racing the first drop of tears that falls from sky

I will be on that pavement next to that homeless

Next to that orphan, watch him as he cries



And it will get colder

And I’ll get older

Spring then summer, that is the order



That I know, because I’ll be gone

Away from that corner I will be one



Wait for my return, for the next fall

For the stranger standing next to that wall

There is always hope, even for the cursed ones, hope for all

Life is a monster, created to kill.

It swallows my happiness until its had its fill.

It leaves me a shell of dark and despair.

Love could save me, but it seems to be nowhere.

Always running with nowhere to hide.

Am I the only one who's breaking inside?

I just want someone to take my hand,

Kiss my lips and truly understand.

I can't listen to songs about happiness and love,

Storybook endings and help from above.

None of that stuff ever happens to me.

I just sit and cry silently, not letting them see.

Just knock down my barriers and take me in your arms.

Protect me from the world and the knife that harms.

All I want is someone who will grab my wrist,

Tear the razor from my hands and caress my fists.

Not lock me up or pretend to understand.

Is it too much to ask?! I just need a hand!

Tie me to this earth and never let me leave.

Save my soul and make me believe.

Too late, I'm done, I'm saying goodbye.

Well, you can't say that I didn't try...

Bleeding heart



Heart bleeds

Soul pleads

Its greatly in need

Hunger bends, no feed

Rotten soil, dead seeds

Silent screams

Broken dreams

Woe is me...

No one sees

My angry ebbs, never at ease

Love, will you send a welcoming breezee

For fate will soon be my destiny

But there is none

So slowly...

The heart

Tears apart

In the middle

It rips little by little

The red warm solution

Falls from the disjunction

Bleeding heart

Falling apart

Wonders of liquid red

It bled

Now dead

For was draining

Dying

Crying

For more

Amour,

And attention

But in return received dejection

Hiding tears in the rain

Can't tolerate the pain

Bleeding heart

Coming apart

Blood dripping

Can't stop the seeping

Bleeding Heart

Failed at the start

I reminiscence the past

Wondering how long this torture will last

Being positive isn't an easy task

No cue, so ask

For my legend I will tell

While playing the mourning bells

My story I shall sell

The endless cycle starts again

Cause it knows no end

The broken needs a friend

When heart bleeds as much as mine

Red covers the sands of time

Though red sand

Tried to mend...

The heart and turn it into stone...

Darkness awoke and hate was sown

Now bleeding heart is broken more

Blood drips from its inner core

Can't you see?

How it breaks slowly...

The heart

Tears apart

In the middle

It rips little by little

The red warm solution

Falls from the disjunction

Bleeding heart

Falling apart

Wonders of liquid red

It bled

Now dead

For it was draining

Dying

Crying

For more

Amour

And attention

But in return received dejection

Hiding tears in the rain

Can't tolerate the pain

Bleeding heart

Coming apart

Blood dripping

Can't stop the seeping

Bleeding heart

Failed at the start

When winter comes my brother is happy

for everything is dark and dreary.

He passes by every last breath,

I love my brother his name is DEATH.



When lovers broke my sister wept

for promises were not kept

If angered she'll drive you insane

I love my sister her name is PAIN.



When people quarrel my father is joyous

for the fury that sparks among you.

In your mind anger he'll create

I love my father his name is HATE.



When you meet my sister,

my mother will come.

For she'll love to see you suffer

for what you've done.

She will not forgive no matter

how you repent,

I love my mother her name is TORMENT.



When you meet my father I will join you

then the whole family too

I am someone that clouds reason and

common sense.

my family loves me for my name is VIOLENCE.

A stake through my heart

It tears my life apart.

How could you do this?

Whatever went amiss?



Though I never bit you

you made me feel blue,

and though you had a tasty neck

I looked at it, at a different aspect.



It's you should've been hypnotized.

Yet I was the one, who has been mesmerized

You are such a vamp

making me look like a tramp



I had you by my side.

But I couldn't bite even if I tried.

Such desire makes me lose sanity,

it's a bitter experience of vampires like me.

I Love The Pain





It's the tears

that let me know I'm human

The blood

that lets me know I live

The pain

that helps me know I'm healthy

The lies

that let me know of sin

The red that drips

from wrist to floor

the tears

that fall from lash to lips

the pain

that stays from day to day

the words

that slip from you to me