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I've not been here in a long time. In the past month I lost my best friend and my boyfriend. I'm not usually one to moan about my life because shit happens. We move on... For the first time in my life I just feel the emptiness and nothing else. Is it as we get older we have a harder time dealing with loss? Humm, maybe this time the it is harder because I gave all I had to help him and when he got on his feet I was no longer needed. I gave my heart, but this time I didn't get it back...