I'm through being lied to.
"You don't think I'd lie to you, do you?"
"Well I didn't think Eli or Chase would lie to me, but look how that turned out!"
Tomorrow I'm going to a waterpark thing. That's not all. My little cousin has to go. That ruins it. She's the most annoying little brat on the planet. At least I'm going with the one set of grandparents that are supportive. Life isn't as bad but it still sucks. I am officially grounded from my phone because of my bitchy attitude with my mother yesterday. Hopefully Mom will take me to Hot Topic today. I need some more eyeliner! Got to go Mom's calling me to make breakfast. Does anyone out there have any poison? Just kidding. Or not.
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what the hell is going through your mindstop talking about killing yourself
the poisons not for me!
My mother is so unsupportive! She hates who I am. According to her, I'm a disgrace. I think I got through to her today. After our argument, I yelled, "I bet Dad wouldn't think I was a disgrace, if he were still here!" and she backed off. My dad died when I was 6 months old, from lung cancer. I've been getting kinda distant lately, as my friends have said. Even they hate, what music I listen to, how I look, the cutting. They're always annoying me about how I shouldn't do it. But it's not like any of it is gonna get through my thick skull. I've actually lost a couple of friends because they couldn't put up with my attitude, and they hated who I was, and couldn't stand my cutting. I think that might be why my brother quit talking to me. Haven't spoken to him in... about 2/3 years. Well if anyone bothered to read this, I got to go. Mom's telling me that I'm worthless again. Oh, how I wish I could die.
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Man sounds like you have a hard life and its a struggle for you every day. I have to put up with the same stuff at my house, but I know that when they say I'm worthless its because I've hurt them and they want to get back at me.
What's your fav band/singer?
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dragonthunder
05:46 Aug 03 2011
who are you talking about
livetobedead
06:13 Aug 05 2011
My so called "friend" Spencer was the one saying that I didn't think he would lie to me, and then Eli and chase are my exes that went and cheated on me. Like I said. My Living Hell.