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When I asked my roommate what song people should hear as they viewed my profile on the Rave, this is what she suggested. I was suprised that someone who had known me for a little over year knew me better than people who had known me my entire life.



"Hurt"



I hurt myself today

To see if I still feel

I focus on the pain

The only thing that's real

The needle tears a hole

The old familiar sting

Try to kill it all away

But I remember everything



[Chorus:]

What have I become

My sweetest friend

Everyone I know goes away

In the end

And you could have it all

My empire of dirt

I will let you down

I will make you hurt



I wear this crown of thorns

Upon my liar's chair

Full of broken thoughts

I cannot repair

Beneath the stains of time

The feelings disappear

You are someone else

I am still right here



[Chorus:]

What have I become

My sweetest friend

Everyone I know goes away

In the end

And you could have it all

My empire of dirt

I will let you down

I will make you hurt



If I could start again

A million miles away

I would keep myself

I would find a way

When Marilyn Monroe died , the actress Joan Crawford made the remark that Marilyn had no friends. I think the same could be said about Anna Nicole. I have been listening to a replay of one of Glenn Beck's shows on CNN. He made the remark that Anna Nicole was allowed by the people around here to be drugged up and in a state of incoherency whenever she made public appearances, because they were making money off of her. This is sad. Noone cared about her. As long as they were making money, it did not matter what tolll the drugs took on Anna Nicole. I doubt anyone really cared (well maybe Joe DiMaggio) what happened to Marilyn either. As long as she making them money, it was not their concern.



I just hope what happened to Anna Nicole serves as a wake-up call to other young ladies who seem to be out of control in Hollywood. I hope Brittany, Paris, Nicole and Lindsay have gotten the message.

They say time flies when you are having fun. In that case, I must be having a blast. I cannot believe it is already the second month of 2007. It will be New Year's eve again before you know it.



This weekend was the funeral for the ex co-worker of my roommate. I had written about her death in another entry. She was the 23 year old mother of three who was hit by a drunk driver. She was tossed out into the middle of the freeway the first time she was hit and then got hit again. Yesterday morning when I got home from work, the funeral program was by my computer. I cried. I did not know the young woman, but I cried because of her age and for her three young daughters.