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00:32 Mar 21 2006
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Rambelings of a demented mind



why does it seem that any time that an itellegent person decides to act "unintellligetn" that they are viewd as stupid ... or they are lookd down apon ... is a person not alowed to act how they see is fit ... and if how they act doesnt apeal to you does that give you a right to shun them and critize them?



and also if two ppl decide that they are ment for each other and decide to let the world know ... and they act like cdhildren because they are so happy ... does that give ppl the right to also critize this as well .. and to look down apon them and tell them to grow up .. or that this love will not last ...



o.O i mean it seems that the fredom of self expression is bein downd by other ppl that uise it them selfs .. but use it in expression is away it was never ment to be used ... i mean great you act how you wnat .. you leave me alone i leave you alone ... but dont try to make me act how you want .. or anyone else .. its our choice to act how we see is fit ...



ok im stewpin off the soap box ...



sorry if this is viewd as a nono subject or too touchy to talk about but im just kinda fed up with things i see .. sigh .. ~melts into shadows~



a reply o mine:

yes i know .. if its not goin to last its not ... but dont make it happen before its time .. let them enjoy there time together for it will be those memories of happyness they will have ... instead of ppl tellin them i told you so and makein them feel bad ..



another reply:

i see mothers as an exception to this ... for you always have to deal with them ... but i was talkin about ppl in general aven those you dont know sayn that how you act is wrong .. just because its not publicly "acceptable"



and another:

..... it is sad to see but when forcin yer opions on another is wrong ... i have noticed this alot and almost posted this many times before but i am just tired of bein quiet any longer ...



and another:

i never knew that spell check was nessary to rant ... but each person spells the way they know how ... and i do mind mine and my own as i dont really care how others feel about me .. i just wanted to see ppls views on how the world really is ... for to be able to grow you must relize the truths of the surroundings that you are in and look over the lies ...



and another:

i undeerstand totally and i feel you on it ... i lived my whole life tryin to do what ppl told me till i woke up and said fuk dat im my own person so ill live to only please my self and those i care about all others can rot cause if they cant except me for who i am they are not worth my time



and another:

it was a rambling of my collective years of thought all spewd out in one go ... its a little bit o deep thinkin to understand my meanins but i wasnt bitchin i just puttin my views on what i see in the world ... and wanted to see how ppl took and thought about it ... but as everything else i seem to post is taken wrong so has this ~sigh~ maybe i should have entitled it the misunderstand mind ...

12:21 Mar 04 2006
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well with the submission of this rambling i will offically become a vampire:D my one biggest goal on tis site ... well besides becoming an acolyte lol but tats 2 lvls away now not so tuff any mer lol

12:00 Mar 04 2006
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well this is just a little ramble lol... but Ive been working on getting to the third position on the top lists lol and well tonight marks the accomplishment of all my lovely fiancées hopes and my friends and family's support:D i hope to have the screen shot of the moment soon to put with this as well cause its the only reason i did it... was cause my love wanted a screen shot with her hubby on the top ;)



now with that comment ill leave ya all to go about yer merry ways hehe