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Im not dead

just a violent memory

a turbulant haze

Im the unseen end of me

a fucked up dream

of reallitys past you see

Im not real

just a horrible fantasy

MY GOD MAN

Im not even real to me

a spyraling recolection

of what I forgot to be

Im not dangerous just un-nerving to be aroud,

you could take me out but the problem percists!

open a hole

fill it with pain

jump on my shoulders again and again

cut out my soul

see what remains

then sew me up and do it again

lost all my words

im in awe to meet you

I believe but you dont really exist

its all I can do

to curb my addiction

you fill the hole as I fail to resist

all I want is

you dying inside me

so I can get away from all of this.

now it has awoken,

the hatred deep inside,

darkness it has spoken,

I will never hide,

forever is a myth,

today is just a lie,

the future is unspoken,

and the past has surely died.



Ill tell you of a lover,

youll tell me of a friend,

Ill tell you of the never,

before the never ends.



Ive forgotten how to care,

and Ive forgotten how to live,

Ive forgotten how to love,

and ive forgotten how to give.



now that its awoken,

and since it will not die,

Ill assimilate its likeness,

and become the thing inside.

the dusk,

star light makes holes in the sky,

the quartered moon,

shines a glimour in your eyes,

your tears,

they poor but why,

for death,

death doesnt care,

death only waits,

watching,

antisipating,

eager to take that final breath.

i hear the pulse in your veins,

i feel the breath you breathe,

one chance to reconciliate,

i know ill make you see.



in your dreams i come invited,

eternity is all you seek,

you want my blood inside of you,

so you can become free.



but for now,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

you wake in fear of me



you fear what you fear you are,

your fear is all i need,

you fear your own morality,

and for now you fear me.

my life is not the subject,

you cut my veins too deep,

I bleed out to the public,

my monster never sleeps,



my life is open in front of me,

you told me what to be,

im dead inside of my head,

youll never let me be!



true monsters look like people,

a mortal tragedy,

I look into my own eyes,

and see the monster's me!



Iknow I cannot decieve you,

I know that you are me,

I know I cannot resisist you,

you turned me into me!