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most will have high hopes or make reolutions that they wont possibly keep. i however have nor will do neither. i wont even have 3 fifths of my family home to celebrate. it will just be me and my youngest child. my huisband is off in flint with his band, my oldest is with her father and so is my son, thanks 2 my oldest. she was bored and wanted her brother. so here sits the two of us.

what are my hopes for the up coming calender year? i really dont have any, my new year actually started in november during samhain. what were they then? to have a healthy life for me and my family and to get those creeps out of my life.

how is that going so far? well, its winter and every1 in my family i relatively healthy except for the common cold. that is to be expected. and as to the creeps, they are gettin theirs, however i believe since then i have learned they will never truly be out of my life. they are like a scar that never goes away, its always there. however, they have backed off since bad things have started happening to them. imagine that. but 1 stick around, only he's now trying to play counsel.

so what do i want? i want peace, i want quiet, i want love, i want fullfillment, i want joy, i want all these things. but i dont want these things just for 2day. i dont want these things just as a resolution. i have wanted these things each and everyday. i dont want them just for me, i want them for every1. everybody, everywhere. this isnt new, this just didnt happen. this has been forever and always. i hope every1 has this, i hope every1 gets these things. i strive for these things, i try 4 these things. so may every1 get these things everyday of their blessed lives, no matter what day of the year it is, no matter what they are or what they believe in. may every1 find what they are looking 4.