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this all started 4 me when i started waking in the morning over a year ago, feeling more tired than when i went 2 bed. this was an everyday occurance. i was getting more tired as each day passed and couldnt figure it out.



we have a ghost in our house, i have studied enough on them since it communicates w/my 6 yr old to think it mite b trying 2 talk 2 me. so i started 2 do research on ghosts further. so i went on line and started reading books i had to check things out. but everything i had and found kept pointing me to Egypt.



so i went there and started studying Egypt. I have always been a fan of Egyptian mythology, so I was happy 2 do so. but what i found wasnt as pleasing as what i thought it mite b. there i found a book of intrest and ordered it. one that dealt w/an order that was explaining sum of the things that were happening 2 me.



when i got the book and started reading it, low and bhold, it was rite on the money. it wasn't a ghost at all i was looking 4, but a vampire. I was being energetically drained at nite while i slept. pardon the pun but that sucked. still does.



now i had 2 figure out how that happened + why. so i read up on the different types of feedings, how they occurred, and how they could have gotten close enough 2 me to let this happen. i figured this out 2.



My husband plays in a band, i go 2 the shows sumtimes and according 2 sum of the feeding tactics, its by mere touch, a brushing and they can stick a tendril in you. I also found out, they cant b removed w/out causing u damage.



months go by, i still cant get this to stop. i dont know who did this. but 1 day, a car pulls up and asks 4 directions. we always help others at where i work. so i gave them. I said 'anytime' after words, always do.



next thing i know, i start seeing them everywhere. at my work, dropping off notes on my bus, in my vehicle, cds 2, leaving purple lisianthus at my front door, giving me little messages thru songs(not all of them nice), not 2 mention personal attacks which i wont mention.



all of this bcause they say they r my family, i am 1 of them. I normally wouldnt blieve things like this and its still hard 4 me 2 take all of this in, but they know my families history. things u could only know if u were family.



they know of my love 4 vampires, otherkins, intimate things that know 1 else should know. they tell me i will b awakened on my birthday which is soon. they say it is inevitable. i can refuse them all i want, but in the end, i will come 2 them.



they've made it almost impossible 4 me 2 go anywhere, do anything w/out 1 of them being there. i dont know what 2 do.