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how long would you be willing to wait for someone?

how long would you be willing to take all the shit they dished out?

how long would you be willing to let soneone who you thought loved you ignore you?

some of you know who and what i'm talking about... one of you know that i am talking about you.

i'm sorry i have waited 3 months too long to do this. i cant stand here on this cliff i'm standing on called a relationship waiting for you to push me off or save me. I jumped.



i dont care what this causes i'm gonna write it...

i was sitting at your place one night while you where ignoering me and your brother was writing me text msgs. you wanna know what they said?

well they where exactly this: J: do you think ***** is bieng an asshole to you? my answer was : yes but i understand why. J: why do you fuckin STAY with him??? my answer was : because i love him. J: with all the bullshit now how can you still love him AND stay with him??? my answer was : because i know he loves me, but i am getting sick of him ignoring me. J: so than once AGAIN why the fuck are YOU with *****. i didnt answer that one.

there was one person who showed they cared about me when i moved to Delta. besides my family. can you guess who it is? i know you cant. it wasnt you or your brother. it was ROB RYZIN. he cared how i was doing, he cared how we where doing... you didnt even care i knew that when i got back and spent an hour at your place and all you said to me was "why didnt you fuckin call when you got to junction" thats all you had to say to me... i was gone a fuckin month and that all you had to say to me? and thats all you have said to me since and it has been 2 months since i have been back.





so yea that my ranting i have had on my chest for 4 months... thought it was time to get it off...