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why does the madness never end? what is this feeling comming over me? it feels so familiar yet i cannot remember feeling it. i have felt so numb for so long life is like the wind. never the same gust twice. though i have lived in THIS life for 22 years it still seems strange to me. i dont think i will ever get used to so much ignorance. my friends and loved ones hurt and there is nothing i can do about it. words only do so much. i think i may expload. so badly do i want to cry but the tears just will not come. anger is my only way out. i must fight my way out of the hell they call earth. i just dont know what to do.