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I do not think of killing myself.

I just look forward to the dayof my death with anticipation.

I'm not afraid, I'm just tired of living in a world I don't belong in.

A world that has shown me nothing but pain and suffering.

For both me and those I care for.

I dream of dieing with rapture.

I wish the end would come soon.

This is not my world, I do not belong here.

Even as a child I knew.

Another world haunts me.

In my dreams just out of my reach.

One in wich I belong.

A place where nightmares of this world are excepted and coveted.

A world where I am excepted for who I am, not who I pretend to be for societies approval.

When I die I hope to see that world I belong in, Even if it's just for a moment.

I pray everyday someone will quicken my end.

Sometimes I see it in my dreams.

Someone from my world comes to tae me home, through deaths mercifull release.