I am very proud to carry this symbol

I ended up deleting most of my profile by accident, so now I'm starting fresh.

I just want to get this out in the open so theres no wasting of time or hurting of peoples feelings. I DO NOT DO CYBER SEX!! If it's not real it's a waste of my time and patience. OKAY. Now that the unpleasentries are done on to the rest.

I have been here for a little over a year and can't think of a better place to spend my otherwise borring days.

I have a deep love for music. Disturbed is my favorite, but I also like SLIPKNOT, KORN, NINE INCH NAILS, ROB ZOMBIE and of course and oldie but a goody IRON MAIDEN. There are more, but these I have to listen to everyday or I go into withdrawls.

I enjoy good movies good music and good friends. Dosn't everybody?

I live in a very small town. Two stop lights and hundreds of horses. Andy Grifith would say it's small. Makes Mayberry look like a metropolis. To the people here, GOTH is a four letter dirty word. They are still in the 1950's. Except at the high school. New generation taking controle!!! I love walking around town dressed in my normal goth clothes. It scares them. It's fun.

I love to cook. I'm always experimenting with diferent recipes.

I'm not very good at explaining myself, but maybe these will help you see into my world alittle.

I do have two wonderfull girls who as soon as they are old enough will be here as well. My son already is. Infact he's the one who got me started here. I owe him alot.

This is him. He also helped with my background. He's a good little demon.

I remember when i was young, being goth was conciderd a mental and emotional disorder. My family put me in the hospital for almost a year. I had to convince them I was better before they would let me out. Two months later i was 16 and on my own.
Being goth has helpped me through alot in my life. I have been through somethings that would have broken others. My darkside made me stronger.

I know i'm not special. There are others who can relate to this. I am 42 and still just as goth as i was when i was 15. My dad hates it but theres nothing he can do about it. My three children are to. Their friends call my the cool mom, because I won't judge them. I don't let them get away with shit though. My children are very well behaved and respectfull. I treat them how I wish I would have been treated. Respect for their opinons but still with disapline and understanding. My son has a respect for females that surprises most people. I am very proud of my little demons.

This is one of my favorite movies........