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I got tired of my old one, since that was also the one I used on livejournal. I got a friend to point me to where I could make this... and I liked it way too much. ^_^



It looks silly, but I've never really been one to consider myself that seriously.

This weekend some major cleaning happened at the house. We cleaned and rearranged the living and computer rooms, then cleaned out the laundry room.



It doesn't sound like much, but it's been two long afternoons of moving furniture around, sweeping, mopping, and lots of trash being thrown out.



The only bad thing about this is I didn't get the laundry done I wanted to over the weekend...

I'm feeling very stagnate right now.. I wish I felt as if I had a purpose in this world. I suppose one can ignore their responsibilities for only so long and I'm needing something to work twords again.



This makes me happy. Maybe I can have motivation to live my life again. Things were going really slow for a month or so.



Wooh.. job searching. Just the idea of looking makes me feel disenhearted though.

I've been working on my profile with the attitude of "less is more" because I've seen it work well on several other profiles. I got rid of a large image and some fluff.. I think it has had a positive effect on the profile as a whole.

Latley when I've updated my status, it has gone down.. I think there is some redefining of what counts twords my forum participation going on.

So I decided I'll sign up for another contract with Verizon cause I found a nice phone they'll give me if I just stay with them longer. In all honesty, because I'm lazy I'll most likely have stayed with them till something happenes that pisses me off and makes me wander to another wireless carryier.



Anyhoo, I found a phone they'll give me... so I owe them zero dollars, yet they won't let me finish the transaction without a CC#.



Crazy ...

Just some highlights that I can look back upon and smile at...



I found out that a friend of mine who took a job in Pakistan is loosing weight. He needs to do so because of a need for a kidney transplant somewhere in the near future as his are failing him. He also is probally coming home over the summer, and has had the temp job offered to him offered as a full time job.



I biked to Lemitar and back today. It's about 12-13 miles roundtrip and I feel pretty good afterwards.



I got my bf to sign up for VR... now if he'll just tell me his identity!



I had other things in mind to type... but I'm not able to remember for some reason..

Wooh, another crazy dream.



I was in a class being taught by Patrick Stewart. I don't remember what the class was, or any of the prior content, just that the final for the class was being held in a hotel suite. The final was to strip on the balcony. Not just take of ones clothes, but to make it a show.



It must have not been a high rise hotel, because people were on the lawn below and cheering the students on.



I was late, and this was a confusing as all hell hotel to transverse. I went up one elevator, and ended up at a senior community. Betty White tried to get me to stay and have cookies with her.



I got down to the bottom floor and managed to get my way up. When I got up there, a man was on the balcony. A beautiful black woman (a co-student of my college) was freaking out and stating how she wasn't going to do it.



I had serious feelings of inadequacy going on.

Went on a long bike ride today.. got pretty crispy.

So after lying in bed for over 80 minutes.. I decided to get up and lurk around here..



At least I haven't been having any horrible dreams latley. I'm not sure if I'm entirely wild about that trade off.

The last week I've been having very disturbing dreams right before I wake. Usually, I've told my guy about my dreams, but these have been so disturbing I have just kept them to myself.



The worst of these involved erotic acts, that I would enjoy... then something would go sour and I'd wake up nausead from it just being so discusting, or very disturbed because of sudden violence.



I got out of town for the weekend, and didn't seem to have them then. I can only hope that I will have some normal sleep again tonight.

Profile is now finially updated. Thanks artemka for the hint that made it work. :)

Still can't get much of anything on my profile up. I managed to update my latitude and longitude, set my GMT, even upload a picture... but I can't get it to save anything in my farking profile!



*Smolders*

I'm not at all suprised. When I first found Vampire: the Masquerade, it was all I would play. It allowed me to channel my anger and feel "normal" again.



Now it's not so much an anger issue, but I deffinatly do not get along with "the system." I'm hardly a criminal or anything, but I do have problems with "big government."



I'm not saying I don't get along with people. I have my group of friends and I enjoy their company. I just have a problem when people tell me what I am supposed to do or how I am supposed to act.



No one owns me.

Had a membership for a couple of days.. I've enjoyed wandering around the site, I just wish I could update my profile. I've tried at least ten times now, but it won't accept my entry.



I'm really just posting this to see if the site will accept this as well, or if it will just tell me to jabber off.