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Hey all,

Back *puffing and panting*, didn`t think it was still going to be here lol. Been busy moving (twice) got the arse out of the place i was in, Thing is i had to be out by x-mas day. So you could imagine the shock on my kids faces when i told them that i couldn`t be with them on x-mas. Oh the shit don`t stop there, i got approved for a transfer to another shop, this time it was in the city (were i`ve always felt at home). So move down and get a place, line up a nice school and all the things that goes with it. Rock up to the new job ( uni-form and all) for them to turn around and ask me who i was. Talk about a shock, they had no idea that i was even to start work there. So that led to me loosing my job, inturn my place and my kids.



So i was lucky i a friend to take me in and the boys... well they went to their mums (and they are happy, but still wanna come live with me). In the time i was at my friends i got my "shit" together a found a place with a couple of my closer friends. Then i get some more fuked news, my dad passed away on the 7th of april. We always thought that it was going to be my nan to go first due to the death of her husband. Dad was only 56, My step mum... well she had lost her second husband, life changed...





Life just goes to fast, it was hard for the week i had to go back to my home town. We had a veiwing then we had to go though his stuff and sort out that. That was when i saw what my brother and sister were really like (money grabbing fukers). they took every thing of value and left every thing that dad was going to give me and the boys for our x-mas pressies. Not that the valubles was all i was after, money didn`t worrie me.



Still is tough, my boys ask me when will they see pop some times, they were so use to spending time with him. Dad tought them how to build a cubby house, using every thing you`d find in a real house (shit you should of seen this thing, two rooms ) ha ha oh yeah, he thought it was strait ha it was till you walked around the back, that wall curved so much. He tought them the basic science stuff , water rockets , surface displacment, make your own lazzer and how to use a paintball gun ( oww that hurt lol). So much stuff, i could go on forever, I will miss him :(



Now i spend my days looking for that great job, made even harder by the fact that most of the good jobs have been sent to china the arseholes. But i got a roof over my head, even if it is my mums`, just to keep me on track, plus she loves the company :). Hope to be out on my own again soonish.... ah, oh well thats enough of my ramble for now... oh if you have msn please feel free to add me so we can talk/chat about anything that you like.



nephilim_nexus@hotmail.com



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