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Is this another dream that I have fallen into?

Or is it real , it just doesnt feel true!

Crying thinking of you,

Dont know what to do,

Fallen for your charm,

I know its a trap, I can sense the harm,

Longing for your touch,

So very much,

Craving for your kisses,

with knowledge of its sweet blisses!

Why must my heart want to suffer so bad,

for it knows what it already had,

All pain and suffering, it couldnt bare

But obviously it hasnt learned its lesson, and doesnt care,

grew to numb to the fact that love is not meant for me,

I just want to be left be,

But youve come along and my feeling have grown to strong,

I cant help but say I love you,

But I dont know if you feel the same way too!

Cutting open the womb,

Taking my tomb,

Harder to breathe, the filth flowing through the air,

Brushing through my unique hair,

cutting deep down into the bone,

Holding on for a moan,

Fading into the dark walls,

Crawling around the dark halls,

Screaming so loud, no one can hear,

Instead they continue to cheer,

So dark and mysterious is how I appear to be,

For that is thing regular people see!

Ghostly winds devour me whole,

and take only what matter's, my soul,

Cleansing me of all the wrong,

Hoping for me to stay strong,

Hate has no room for me,

Yet everyone judges and cannot see,

Holding on for my dear life,

Trying to drop the knife,

Coming back to the other side of me,

I relize I shouldn't hurt thee,

Because people are to ignorant to see,

So please, go ahead, make fun of me dear,

I dont have one single fear!

Trapt in a dark little room,

All I see is tragedy and doom,

empty as the wind,

All I hear is that i have sinned,

Heart of broken tears,

Brought from all of my fears,

Blood running down my face,

From all the shit I cannot erase,

Hearing noises inside of my head,

Like the movement of the dead,

You may see a freaky bitch,

But I am that one little stitch,

I will always remain the undead,

Because i will always haunt you inside your head,

My heart has drowned in a thing called love,

Never thought it would be, I thought it was as real as a black dove.

Bloody tears streaming upon my face,

from feelings that are not able to erase,

No more beauty within me,

because of thee,

you've hurt me more then a thousand stabbs could ever do,

believe me by now most of us know who,

The wind flowing through the tree's spreading it as a rumor,

Ive lost all common sense, and my sense of humor,

you've put to much on my shoulders, i cannot bare,

You caused me to not care,

I remain untouched for the rest of my life until i find that one,

things warning me it is not gonna be fun!

Tears are streaming down my face,

Left my body without a trace!

how did it happen,

It's like it wasnt even there,

you said a few words,

without one single care,

One second you made me believe ur little tale,

but then u gave it up and ur whole story fell,

You said I could trust you and u would never hurt me,

but it has happened before i cant believe I couldn't see,

My heart is rotting away from all of my pain,

may I ask what u trully gain,

Is it the tears u wish to see,

or is it that u want me to be unhappy,

I dont get what the plot is from this game,

but to be quite honest it is real lame.

Im sure by now u ask urself why,

arent I suppose to be miserable and want to cry,

Im not going to die,

I will not be forsakened because of you,

but now im warned that there are a few like you!

Heart so torn up,

damaged from all ur torment,

Winds blowing through the night,

clouded by all my hate,

cant go away,

I needed something that was lost,

but that something began to fade into the cascade,

drifting away from my dark past,

still cant find a light,

hatred for this one little petty soul,

Yet I cannot forsaken it from me any longer,

I feel to weak,

I cannot speak,

I stand alone,

Just screaming and hoping one day I will be heard!