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rain, rain go away

because of you the pain will stay

slit my throath, cut out my heart

leave me here, tear me apart

poison tears stream down my face

my heart doesn't beat

as i try to stand again

alone standing in the rain

i dont need you no more

is what i think while tears pour

i hate just like i hate my life

but love is what cuts like a knife

love is death and death is you

it's pain stains like a black tattoo

those memories come back again

and bind me in the rops of pain

crimson blood streams down my wrist

like a long, silk ribbon, tied by a thread

to a silver knif, a cut in my wrist....

.... now just a memory thats faded and dull

i whistle for help

i want help bad

i have cuts on my wrist

for i cut myself to death

i whistle

whistle hard

no one is coming

no one wants me

no one wants me to live

no one wants me on this earth

i die slowly

painfully

very painfully

i see the blood on my wrist

i know i'm dying

dying a slow painful death

i let go of the knifein my right hand

i whistle and whistle......

no one is coming.......

no one will come....

no one is here for

m.......

m......

me.....

so i look over and see teh knife

sitting there.....

i take it..

put another cut on my wrist

this time really deep

deep enough to cut my vains in two

now i jsut wait to die

die a very painful death

red long lines on my wrist

telling me that i will die

they look like they are alive

one, two, three keep on addin

no one will care

no one will hear me scream

i will die because of these scares

the scares of shame

hurt

sadness

anger

pain

they look at me wirh res on them

who cares about me

no one is there for me

just keep on cutting

bleed, bleed more and more

bleed like i've never bled before

just die a slow painful death

just fall into the clutches

of death

just feel the coldness of death

bleeding hearts heal

broken hearts mend

my heart will always bleed

just like my wrist

my heart will always bleed

my heart wil never mend

my heart will never heal

just like my wrist

no one can help the pain of being alone

no one can help the pain of heartbreak

so why do people try?

my body is now an empty black vessel

i'm waiting for someone to brighten me up

not just any one

but a knight in armor

he hasn't come yet

but he will

i hope he comes soon

before this becomes premanent

or worse i lose all my emotions

YAY!!!!

he finally comes

although not in armor

he is dressed like a regular person

but deep deep down he is the knight

of my dreams

he is

now the light of my world

the blackness is in my head

it's starting to take over my feelings

leaving only my soul and body in my control

as the blackness grows

it tries to take over my body

leaving only my soul under my control

it wont be long

before my soul has been taken over

leaving me as an empty black vessel

of darkness and no emotion

i need some one

to brighten up my life and world

of no emotions

there is an angel in a prison cell

this is no ordinary angel

but an angel of confort

protection and healing

forgiveness and security

this is an angel for everyone

she is the sister of justice

a man sits in an empty black prson cell

a man named justice

he sits there for a crime

a crime he never committed

he is niether good nor evil

he sits for the guilty

he sits for the innocent

falsely accused for a crime they never did

he helps the innocent

he helps the victims

he is a man named justice

COMMENTS

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nightmareblack
05:16 Feb 26 2010

my brother and my friends borther both wne to jail for something they didn't do and my friends brother killed himself 2 weeks later

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POST COMMENT

bullying is not cool

someone got bullied so much that she killed herself

as she lies there

silently

still

slowly losing consciousness

in her own blood

finally she cries in agony

as she cries

she thinks to herself

"does any one care about a troubled girl?

will any one listen to a troubled girl?"

then she thought

"who cares about a troubled girl?

who will ever listen to a troubled girl?

NO ONE

no on will miss me because i was that troubled girl"

but what I didn't realize

is that every one did care

EVERYONE

including the bullies