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with all these twisted thoughts in my head. how is one meant to understand it all at once. i feel as if i am being pulled one way and the other all at the same time... how are we meant to tackle demons that we hold deep within when we are to afraid to face them head on.... to be tormented by the past and things that one cant forget, does it make us stronger or weaker? i have always been a fighter against my own thoughts. but one can only fight for so long before they break. the strength i thought i had seems to be vanishing fast,

I often sit and wonder. What's the point to everything I try so hard to do. Is it for me? Or is it for them? Y do I always try please everyone else and yet never please myself.... There comes a point when one must throw there hands up and just say FUCK IT. Its my time now! Do what I want how I want and with whom I want. We r here to live this breath once its time to start acting like it......

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Severus
07:33 Aug 24 2012

What if your not here just once??

What if life is a cycle of events meant to be conquered before a new level of life can begin??



Just some thing to ponder.

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