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i’m sure he could be persuaded if that’s

what you reeeeaaallllyyyy want, but

personally, i prefer you alive and here

occasionally….

wallow douche elucidation...

and in the morning, i'll be gone...

satisfy

nonwoven

sedation

....

is it any wonder i can’t speak

all i got is all you gave to me...

...

1-the chickens are screaming in my head again,

3-what do you mean again?

2when did they stop?

....

...it’s a good thing that i’m not a star,

you don’t know how lucky you are,though my record may say it,no one will play it

, sad songs and waltzes aren’t selling this year....



...because today is black,because there is no turning back, because...

....

god, i am sooooo scattered, now i have to

go be paxnor...different flavor...but different

stream...see, i don't have a problem with

mutiple personalities but they are more like

really strong facets within me, same me,

just turned to a different side...so,

i think phoebe and paxnor are the same...

but maybe phoebe is a little more risqué...

this is only a test....

another day, another...what?

opportunity to become an even

riper tomato...that's what i feel

like, uncomfortable vegatable

fruit, round peg, square hole...

i've passed dylan on the

highway...

i'm coming up on chong...

maybe i should just get off...

tisk!...

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Angelus
17:03 Jan 29 2010

no.. don't get off.. I do so like the observations.

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just a little note about what's

been going on...just getting

over myself...

^.^

it might be working this time,

but who's to say it isn't me just

getting numb and going with it...

i physically cannot be hopeful

anymore...too practical for that...

four months...why is it the only

thing on my mind and tongue anymore?

i am worse than a broken record...

there seems to be no shutting me

off...

chances are you will...

i made an amature mistake, i got lost

on the way to an interview, and seriously,

how could i have let that happen????

the temp agency is pissed, i'm embarassed

and i don't really think the hiring manager

liked me to begin with, so the lateness

was just the cherry on my shit sundae...

^.^

i'm starting to believe i'm a moron...

at least it's giving me some pause

regarding my sanity...

or lack thereof...

once more unto the breach, dear

friends, once more...



ooooohhhhh, and that speech is so

rousing...

just need a little inspiration, creativity

and maybe a giant bit of the old,

big, bright green pleasure machine...

and 30 or 40 cigarettes...

and bon bons and it's memories that i'm

stealing but you're innocent when you

dream...