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With the passing of the Affordable Care Act, I've lost what little respect and hope I had for the U.S.A. I need to start figuring out what country I want to move to.

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SinginGhost88
22:13 Jun 28 2012

Yea I gotta say.... America fails it's citizens HARD

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placidchaos
15:02 Jun 30 2012

That's because the government here doesn't work for the citizens, and it doesn't work toward the greater good. For cryin' out loud, the president has a $400,000 per year salary while a large chunk of our population can barely afford to eat. Plus, he has a tax-free $50,000 expense account for personal use. U.S. officials work for themselves and their bank accounts.

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I don't know why, but appearance is more important to me than it used to be when it comes to being attracted to somebody. It's always been that the better looking a person is, the better, but being good looking was only ever a plus to me. These days, there are women I once would have dated that I wouldn't now because they don't appeal to me aesthetically. I would have looked beyond that before. I can't say for sure what has caused the change, but I know it happened slow but surely over the last 2 years.

It amuses me a little that I have to get two people who aren't my relatives to write references for me so I can get this scholarship. It's the part where they can't be related to me that amuses me. I mean... Really? What difference does it make if it's my brother or my best friend? I should ask them. I'd really like to understand the relevance of that requirement.

I believe that the core of who a person is, their personality, is something they're born with. It's a person's basic nature. Over time, experiences add to it, but that doesn't change who they truly are. Even if you strip a person of those experiences, they will still be the same basic person.

Considering that my left knee is the one that's messed up, I find it interesting that I have better balance standing on my left leg than my right.

Sometimes, I get a headache centered around my eyes when I'm too hungry/malnourished. I just discovered that going to sleep will get rid of the headache if I'm unable to satisfy my nutritional needs.

I've been feeling pretty good the last couple of days. I really like my new job so far, and I've been enjoying my time alone. That's not to say I'm any more thrilled with spending so much time alone, but... I don't know, I'm less bothered by it I guess. I've been playing PWI and watching stuff online a lot. When I actually stop and think about it, it is a little depressing, but I'm happy as long as I don't think about it. ha ha

*sigh* I've been stood up. It's very frustrating, and it depresses me.

I've been talking to this girl who wants to be my 24/7 live-in slave. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't interested. I decided to have her come over tonight and see how things go. If it goes well, I'll probably let her move in. I could certainly use the company, and it would make life easier. Plus, who knows what might come of it?

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SinginGhost88
18:45 Jun 14 2012

Go for it :)

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I keep flip-flopping back and forth between miserable/depressed and content/happy. I'm not talking about bi-polar mood swings either, it's every 20 minutes or so. The miserable/depressed half is losing intensity each time. It's weird.

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SinginGhost88
02:20 Jun 10 2012

Sounds like high cycling.

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placidchaos
18:37 Jun 14 2012

I don't know what that means.

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I see a lot of girls on dating sites post pictures of theirselves surrounded by a couple of their friends who are a lot more attractive than they are. It's stupid. Don't get me wrong, I'm not overly hung up on looks, but your pic is often your first impression on a dating site. That's a lot like turning in an application for a job and putting, "I'm a hard worker, but my friend X that's looking for a job is a harder worker."

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BOOYA
21:47 Jun 05 2012

Haha exactly

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I feel like I'm trapped between one point of my life and another. I'm very tired of struggling, and I'm very tired of being alone while I do it. I mean, I'm not entirely alone. Having a friend who's there for me when I'm struggling is great and all, but it's just not the same.

Sometimes, I really wish somebody would be dumb enough to push me to the point where I lose control and just beat the living shit out of them.